April 11, 2010
Things change so suddenly
Change sneaks up on you when you least expect it.
Sometimes I get the feeling that I'm lonely
I'm all alone in this world, I'm on my own.
Sometimes I feel as if I have nothing to live for
Take everything in, pass out on the floor.
The emotional pain is too much to handle.
Depression looms overhead
As I pop yet another vicodin,
One of my many attempts of escape
To depart from this miserable place.
Drunken nights are all the same.
The mix of vodka and soda
Coincide with the mix of
Teenage fun and pain.
Cry. Let the tears fall.
Fall, deep into your misery.
Every thought that fills your mind
And holds you down,
Release it.
You are no longer sinking.
Cry.
Fall.
Love what you love with all your heart.
And when it doesn't work out,
Cry more
Fall harder
Pop more pills
And forever sleep.
