I need to get away I am not appreciated,
I am not the one who decides to stay,
I really love you with all of my heart you really took a part,
You took a part that was given from me.
I am probably running away, I really can't stay I am sorry,
I can't stay and let this take my life away,
You gave me life but I guess someone wanted yours,
You're chained by those who think wrong of me,
I really hate to say But I am going away,
Please stay with your mom and do what she says,
You will not regret, I hope,
Maybe I was wrong leaving my mom ,
Maybe I was stupid I was dumb,
I don't want you to fail your family,
so let me part our road,
let me stop this with a pause ,
one that goes on for some hundred years,
one that clears our tears,
you can seek for another men I know you can,
I know it hurts but this is the only thing that works,
Your family wants you back and me away,
Guess I am giving them the best present ever gave by a stranger,
That´s who I am, just a stranger,
someone who does not belong someone who cannot be loved and
is called wrong, yeah that´s me.
I am really sorry but this can´t go on, this fight was won, by her,
I give up, I can´t be loved, depression even turns her back on me.
For those who say there are enough people who will love you,
I fucking don´t want a relation to stop every month, I am not a cheap slut
I better just give up
I am sorry mom, you where right, I am so sorry.
Please tell me there is still someone who loves me,
who cares that I am alive, that I am around, that I give some sound.
It hurts so bad, it is really driving me mad what can I do,
I don´t have a Fucking clue.
Please give me some love that is meant to be,
and clear to see for everyone around that makes a sound,
to see that it is possible that it can happen,
everyone is probably right, Fairytales do not exist.
Bye Girl I love,
Sorry mom who I forgot.