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Loneliness and anguish fills my heart
To know that I am a fatherless child
A child of two but raised by one
Raised by the best one of all
But it comes a time when it's time to fall
Fall short of knowledge of who I am but most of all of who you are !
I never yearned for you
But now I am yearning for your voice
A voice to say I am here
A voice to command
A command of assertiveness and control
I'm yearning to know who you are
because I yearn to find yourself within me
To know where I stand in your heart questions my train of thought
Father of 5 but father to none
How could u fail all of us ?
But yet u didn't take the best out of us !
Believing I was wrong to not care for you
But why should I when you showed you didn't care for me?
21 years of age
Looking for men to fulfill your void
Trying to refrain from rage
Rage of not having that security that completeness and that love
A love a father is to send his daughter
To ensure everything will be okay
But now I am yearning for what was not there
To wish and pray that my attention you will no longer forbear !
This is a letter to my father
A father who left his child to face her fears alone
Alone on my own but however I have a mother who is the father you never could be !
So if the day never comes for ME to BE my fathers child
I am content to know I am not fatherless in the eyes of God!!!
I am A child of God!!!!
