I felt my soul surrender. I can never talk, might as well just surrender and die.
8..
A drop of sweat ran down my face. I was all sweaty and my hair was sticky. I feared this love I have. I feared my loyalty to you. And I feared you.
7..
I got out the breath I've held and I inhaled this air that I'll never inhale again. I inhaled my freedom and my happiness. I inhaled my sorrows and my regrets. I inhaled it all and I was ready.
6..
My heart was beating so fast.. My heart was racing for you. Will you be loyal to me? Will you give up and care for me?
5..
I freaked out.. I'm in doubt. I'm losing it. How could this be?!
4..
I begged and I begged hard. While you just flashed your million dollar evil smile down at me. I begged you!
3..
I stood my ground and screamed "kill me I'll never talk" I blinded my heart. I locked it deep down to not hear it scream at me to surrender to you. And come running back. I blinded it to survive!
2..
Everything was on mute and my life was flashing before my eyes so fast! A Single tear fell.. I closed my eyes hard. Prayed you'll come back to your senses. I prayed you'll remember it all..
1..
BANG!! Came the gun shot. My last breath was your name. You, Whom I'm loyal to. I said your name but you shot me.