A Different life (Twilight Fanfic)

I looked around I wish it hadn't happened but it had. I'll never see my friends or family again Jacob would never see me . I only blamed myself because if I hadn't have been so clumsy then I'd still be human and I wouldn't have to desert Charlie.

    I wonder what the Cullens thought, I wonder if they blamed me as much as I blamed myself. There was only one way to find out and that was to find them right now so I could talk to them. I wonder how Jasper was, but I bare no sympathy for him at all, he had changed me!

I stood up and ran to the door, I was so graceful and fast which wasn't like me at all. I stopped running and walked into the Cullen's dining room, I never understood why they had one because it wasn't like they ate human food. I suppose it's what they did to look normal well human; now I'd never have to use one again.

    Alice was at the table looking incredibly angry and I know that if she was human then she'd be crying. I wonder if she was crying for me why would she cry for Jasper he was the one in the wrong. The family sat around her and as I walked closer everyone looked furious at me and then I noticed that Esme wasn't here. Oh God I hoped she was okay.

"What is she doing here?" Alice asked Edward and she looked away from me. She sounded angry with me. But I had done nothing wrong.

    "I didn't realise she had changed, if I had seen her wake up then I wouldn't have let her come near you." Edward sounded as angry as Alice, they all looked furious with me. Even Carlisle looked fuming...

"Why is everyone so angry?" I asked genuinely clueless as to why the hell everyone looked at me as if I was a piece of crap. Although  my Human memories were blurred I remember that Alice was the kindest out of all of them, always

    "I wonder why." Rosalie snorted and I felt anger take over me. I could rip her head of now with ease.mart and kind one.

"You made him leave!" Alice screamed and slammed her fist on the table making it crumble underneath. Jasper had left?  

    Alice got up and ran at me, she was fast! She jumped at me and pushed me up the white wall. I punched her in the face and I was shocked when she fell to the floor. But she soon shot up again and screamed at me, she then jumped onto my shoulders and pulled on my head then I knew she was trying to kill me. But I wouldn't  let her so I flung her off and she cracked on the floor, being a newborn was strange I was so strong.

"Alice!" Carlisle shouted and he restrained her. "Leave now Bella." He ordered and for the first time ever I knew Carlisle was the calm and collected.

    "But why?" I asked knowing that this rejection from the Cullens hurt me a lot. I never thought that Carlisle was like that.

"Esme is dead! Jasper killed her and now he's gone. So before you get hurt I suggest you leave swiftly!" Carlisle's shout echoed in the house and I cringed at how loud his voice had become.

   I expected Edward to at least to stick up for me, even Emmet. But the two of them just looked at the floor along with Rosalie. So I walked away, from the room and cleared out from the Cullen's house completely alone...