she sat high on a black cloud in a long black gown Glaring down on everybody's happy faces the world had seemed too fake She cries herself to sleep most nights wishing her life wasn't a reality as she sleeps her problems away Wondering why she loves someone who causes her so much pain, heartache and misery Wanting him sends tears of blood streaming down her face, she wants to drown in this pool of blood Her kisses are cold her soul is black and her heart is ice that'll ALWAYS shatter