Living Life in the New Nexus

-Chapter 3

Wade told me, “I still think she should be punished for hurting you. She could have ended your career you know. I know that you don’t think that way about it but you have to understand that careers will be and can be ended in a match even if it isn’t intended. Someone who is ring rusted shouldn’t be competing in a match and she should have told you about what she planned on doing in the match. Sometimes we never talk to ones we have to face but that don’t change a thing.”

I hung up on Wade because I was pissed and I texted him that I will call him later at a better time so I don’t have to fight him in front of John. I got up from the chair and held onto the wall to balance myself because I didn’t want to fall onto my face. I didn’t even want to make my injures get even more serious than it was right now. Well, it isn’t too serious.

“Can you bring me Alex? I need him to help me get down the hallway and possibly to our car,” I asked John and he nodded his head. He left me alone and I just stood next to the wall. I needed all the support I could get and the wall was very good with it.

Alex came back with John and he asked me, “Are you doing any better?” He stopped and looked at me holding onto the wall. “I don’t think you are. Here, let me help you walk to the car or something.”

I picked up my phone before trying to allow Alex to help me. I even grabbed my purse so I wouldn’t forget it after we managed to get me to stand. I held onto Alex’s arm and he helped me stand up completely but with his help. I looked at John and smiled to show him I was doing great now.

Alex took me out of the arena and back to his car for a while. He told me, “John is parked next to me so if you want to put your stuff in it or on top of it then be my guest. Anyways, John told me you had a fight with Wade. Is that true Amy?”

I nodded my head. “I didn’t want him to fight with me but he was against my opinion. It wasn’t really a fight though but it would have turned into one if I didn’t hang up on him. I don’t want my relationship to fail Alex. I never really date and this is pretty special to me. Plus, I’m engaged so that would be bad to end something that is beautiful,” I replied to Alex.

“I understand what you mean.” Alex looked at the sky and then he looked back at me. “Sometimes guys just want to change a girl’s mind in order for them to see something their way. It’s done in order to stop fights so we don’t have to argue our opinions all day. I know that doesn’t work too well though.”

“Have you ever tried it?”

“I have before but I lost to the girl,” Alex told me. “I can’t be rude to a girl anymore anyways. I can only seem like a jerk because I want to do something different or whatever you girls call it. I just don’t get how you guys can act so bitchy sometimes. I wonder if you have genes for that.”

“We probably do,” I replied smiling. “I can be a bitch but that is only if I want to. I kind of mellowed out though because I realized how soon a life could end.”

“Do you still go to counseling?” Alex asked me and I nodded. “I know you are better and what not but did Scott ruin your life? Did he make you think you couldn’t have a better life? I know I seem like I am trying to get in your business but I want to understand you more.”

“He made me feel so bad about myself. I could hardly live with myself after he did what he did to me,” I answered.

Alex nodded his head and he pulled me close. “I am so glad he didn’t kill you. I think that it is better to be scarred emotionally than being dead.”

I hugged him and told him, “That is better than being dead. I told my counselor that and he changed me appointments to every four months. He told me that I am better than I was before the accident and that I don’t need to be checked on as much. I change need follow-ups every here and there. I am busy with wrestling so it works out for me either way.”

“Most people can’t recover from those types of things. A near death experience can ruin a person but you survived it regardless. Do you know how Blake is doing?” Alex replied and I shook my head. “That sucks. I know for a fact he is probably running around as free as a bird.”

“That may be true but he didn’t really have a choice about what happened. He did it because Scott told him to do it and he freed me in the end. I am so thankful to him because of that. Most people who are threatened will do what they can to stay alive but he did what he could in order to save me,” I told Alex smiling. “Blake is the most awesome friend to have besides you. You are on the top of the list.”