Just tonight

Damon's P.O.V.

" What ? " I was confused-what she just said ...didn't make sense at all . She couldn't have said that what I think she said . But , no , my vampire hearing wasn't fooling me . Yet , it didn't make sense at all . She made it pretty clear when she said that it's Stefan that she loves , and not me .

That it's always going to be St. Stefan . Maybe she's just in a shock after she almost ... I couldn't bring myself to eventhink of that word . It was bad enough what she tried to do . And , if this is her reaction to me ... then it's better for her to forget me . And what she said about Stefan ... it was strange . How could the mention of his name make her sick? After all , he was the love of her life .

I guess , that it was just another reaction from the shock - she probably didn't mean it anyway . Just like as she didn't mean those words she said to me . I missed her so much ... and I can't stand this anymore ... I can't stand to see her being with my stupid brother . It was too much .

And , just like that I knew what I had to do . " Elena ... " I started . She was staring at me , waiting for me to continue . God , I loved those chocolate brown eyes ! I missed them . I missed her scent and her beautiful smile . And they way her hair was falling in straight lines . I missed all of her . I shook my head- I can't let my emotions stop me . I can't get carried away . I need to do this , even though I don't want to . But I have to .I took a quick glance at her neck . Good . She wasn't wearing her vervain necklace.

This should be easy . It's not like I was doing this to her for the first time . " You will forget everything that happened today - you drinking those pills , and me ever coming here . You were in your room , studying the whole day . " I ended , locking her eyes with mine .

She looked confused for a second and she blinked . I was gone out of her window before she got a chance to open her eyes again .

Elena's P.O.V.

I was ... there were more emotions that were boiling underneath my perfectly calm face . I don't know why was I still pretending to be calm , when obviously I wasn't . Yeah , there were a lot emotions that I was feeling that moment , but the most powerful one was anger .

I knew that I wasn't going mad or that I was dreaming . I knew that what happened was real . I wasn't wearing my necklace , but I was sipping vervain everyday . So , I didn't forget what was I suppose to forget . I know that I tried to kill myself and I know that hewas here .

He tried to compel me , but it obviously didn't work . I saw him , after five long years , FIVE YEARS , and he tries to compel me ?! I wanted to cry and punch something at the same time .

I can't believe him ! FIVE YEARS and he doesn't even want to talk to me properly . He saved me from killing myself and then he tries to compel me and then he bails on me . That speaks everything for him . He doesn't have to say anything .

If I didn't know better , I'd thought that he doesn't care . That he stopped caring for me . That he doesn't give a damn for me . But he does . He saved me ... and the way he was looking at me... That look was telling everything I needed to know . His actions were an true enigma ... to anyone who didn't know him as much as I did .

Aside that he tried to compel me , I was furious with him because he thought that I didn't know him that well . I knew him to his core . And because of that , I knew where was he right now .

I only had a few minutes , so I rushed to my car . I started the engine and drove off as quick as possible . Thank god the traffic wasn't jammed . I was there before I knew it .

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I entered the Salvatore boarding house- the door was unlocked as usually- and I saw him . At least I thought that that was him , until I heard Stefan's voice .

" You came . "

Stefan came to me in a blink of an eye and I could tell that he was drunk . He smelt like beer and like he didn't shower in days . He smiled faintly . He caressed my cheek . Ok . This was really more than enough to what could I stand . First of all- he ruined five years of my life by compelling my best friend to cast a love delusion spell on me and second of all - he was disgusting to me in every possible way . I pulled away from his touch .