Rejected For Being Different ( Book 1 0f The Werewolf Series)

"she seems so invincible right.
but just touch her and she'll wince.
she has secrets and she trusts no one.
she's the perfect example of betrayal.
because everyone she trusted, broke her."

I Must be dreaming, this can not be real, my imagination has gone into over drive!

I must be losing my mind!

He is not really there i kept telling myself over and over again. 

I closed my eyes hoping beyond hope that when i open them he would no longer be there.

But to my despair when i opened them he was still there staring at me.

"OH SHIT! he's walking over here what do i do??????" i asked my wolf

"RUN!!!" she screamed

I legged it into class and hid in the back, i see him and Jace walk into class together and sit together near the front they were chatting away at each other  all the while he was scanning the room for any sign of me but when he could not see me he turned back to the front i knew his wolf was telling him i was there we had a bond.

when the teacher came in everyone instantly quietened.

"OK class we have a new student joining us to day his name is Carl"  Mrs Read said smiling she motions for the new guy to get up and introduce himself.

All i could think was why was he here, why did he come back. Why am i being punished.

"HI all I'm Carl and I'm glad to be here" he say standing up in front of the class

" why are you here?" i asked i couldn't help it, it just slipped out 

"I'm here to reconcile with someone" he whispers while scanning the room for the source of the voice.

"Oh you lose touch or something? or hurt them in some way?" i ask him softly.

"UM Yeh i kinda hurt them" he says uncomfortably.

"Oh what did you do?" i ask i can't help it i need to know. I needed answers. 

" i don't think that's any of your business.... miss???" he says getting angry "But I will tell you this i hurt someone i love and want to make it up to her"

"what is she feels too betrayed, too hurt and broken and cant forgive you?" i ask him.

"why are you so interested? its nothing to do with you! where are you anyway?" he yells 

he cant see me because I'm slouched in my seat hiding behind another student.

"temper temper Carl! and i think you already know why i'm interested don't you? and as for were i am i am right here" i say standing up to face him i look at him to see his angry face turn to shock.

"hello Carl" i sneer at him.

"Cal" he whispers so softly that if we were human we wouldn't be able to hear him but as we were werewolves we had no trouble at all to hear him.

"the one and only!" i say i turn to see the whole class watching us with interest.

I notice Jace's eyes narrow with jealousy.

"Cal you have to forgive me" he pleads with me. Pain and guilt clear in his eyes.

"WHY? WHY DO I HAVE TO FORGIVE YOU? YOU ABANDONED ME! YOU RAN AND LEFT ME!" I scream At him tears rolling down my face " you left me to my Nightmare, my torture!" i whisper the last part i grab my bag and ran out of class to the music room i could hear someone following me but i think i lost them.

When i get to the music room i pick up a guitar and start strumming and singing Gunpowder and lead by Miranda Lambert

County road 233, under my feet
Nothin' on this white rock but little ole me
I've got two miles till, he makes bail
And if I'm right we're headed straight for hell

[Chorus:]

I'm goin' home, gonna load my shotgun
Wait by the door and light a cigarette
If he wants a fight well now he's got one
And he ain't seen me crazy yet
He slap my face and he shook me like a rag doll
Don't that sound like a real man
I'm going to show him what a little girls made of
Gunpowder and lead

It's half past ten, another six pack in
And I can feel the rumble like a cold black wind
He pulls in the drive, the gravel flies
He don't know what's waiting here this time

I'm goin' home, gonna load my shotgun
Wait by the door and light a cigarette
If he wants a fight well now he's got one
And he ain't seen me crazy yet
He slap my face and he shook me like a rag doll
Don't that sound like a real man
I'm going to show him what a little girls made of
Gunpowder and lead

His fist is big but my gun's bigger
He'll find out when I pull the trigger

I'm goin' home, gonna load my shotgun
Wait by the door and light a cigarette
If he wants a fight well now he's got one
And he ain't seen me crazy yet
He slap my face and he shook me like a rag doll
Don't that sound like a real man
I'm going to show him what a little girls made of
Gunpowder and lead