I AM SO DAMN STUPID
I'm afraid that I'm falling,
And I don't know what I'm falling into,
Each day it gets a little deeper,
And I don't know what to do!
How can I fall when I don't believe?
I need to get my head out of the clouds,
I have to get back to reality,
I need to keep my feet on the ground.
I feel so relieved, this could be love,
Is this what I have missed?
Yet I am so scared and so confused
Love just doesn't exist!
If love isn't real,
Then what is that feeling?
That one that makes me smile,
Could that be me healing?
What am I thinking?!
I don't have a Cupid!
My mind is just playing tricks!
I am so damn stupid!