My Distraction (Under Construction)

Arching my back I heard the cracks travel down my spine. Falling back onto my bed I relaxed hearing the soft sound of  Ne-Yo's voice travel through the room.

I'll always love fast and upbeat music. But there's something about soft music that calms the soul. It's like external and internal peace all wrapped into a set of lyrics.

I don't know whether it was the music or the fact I had Mr. Faded Grey's hat but I felt like I was in pure bliss. Maybe it was a mixture of both. Opening my eyes I looked over at his hat and I couldn't hold in my big kool-aid smile. I know I shouldn't really be happy seeing as I don't know him. It's just I love the way I felt with him. The way his huge warm, soft hands enclosed my small ones as we danced without a car in the world.

Reaching around the purple curtains I grabbed his hat off my dock and kissed his C. I guess that's the kiss we missed out on. Throwing his hat up in the air I smiled as it fell on my flat tummy. In the middle of throwing his hat again I heard Can't Get Enough come blasting out my speakers.

Standing up on my bed I put his hat on backwards like he had done last night and started mimicking the moves he'd done the night before. Putting my hands behind my head, I shimming my pelvis out as J.Cole rapped "I love it when you give me head. Hate it when you give me head aches," I collapsed on my bed laughing at myself. He definitely did it better than me. 

"What are you doing?" I heard an amused voice.

Taking the hat off my head I hid it behind my pillow. Remember that promise I made about not trusting any other guy? Well it wasn't just to myself. I can never keep a promise to myself so I made the promise to Evan. And I don't intend on breaking it.

"Nothing what are you doing booty munch," I said moving the curtains to find an amused Ev in blue basketball shorts and a wife beater holding a tray with two bowls of cereal and a grape fruit.

"You and your nicknames woman," he said walking over to my bed and sitting across from me Indian style.

"Gracias," I said moving the bowl with frosted mini wheats towards me and moving his frosted flakes toward him.

"So you wanna hear the adventures of the Evanster and his new toy box," he said throwing me the grapefruit.

"Of course but keep it PG-17. I don't need to know the screwy details," I said as I started pealing it. Even though Ev never sleeps with girls. They do get pretty heated.

"Prude," he fake coughed.

"Don't get hit," I said narrowing my eyes at him.

"So I went to Dave n Busters with Ronnie," he said chuckling.

I guess you could say Ronnie was Evans twin. But that's me so I'm gonna go with brother. Ronnie is literally another Evan only Ronnie plays the game because he likes the attention. His mom and him don't have the best relationship so he strives for female attention.

"Times Square?" I asked throwing the scraps of the grape fruit on the tray and splitting it in half, handing half to Ev.

"Yeah, so while we were playing the basketball relay game," he said drifting away into his story.

Eating my half of the grapefruit I watched his dark brown eyes light up with excitement as he described each women he met. Reminding me of the way we use to be.

 On Saturdays like today I'd wake up extra early and cook breakfast. Then creep into Ev's room and eat while we talked about how we spent our Friday nights, even though his stories were always better. But hey what do you expect he's the flirty one.

In all honesty Fridays were the only day I really broke out of my shell. I may not be shy but I'm not a party girl. I like to read or just go out to eat and laugh at the stupid things in life. I could be a flirt but I don't tend to be. I'm loud and goofy but only when I'm comfortable.

I guess in general I like to have fun according to my mood. Like yesterday I was angry and pissed off so I did something extreme. Dancing in public with some guy I didn't even know. I'd never do that if I was happy. I would've watched from the side line and refused his offer to join him. I guess in simpler terms you could say when I get upset I do something extreme to lighten my mood.

Snapping out of my daze I heard Ev mention something about a girl and a bathroom stall.

"Evan what did I say?" I said wrinkling up my nose.

"It's okay Sis I know you wanna know how I mounted her an-," he smirked