What Happened To 'Best Friends'?

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Been goin through some stuff. Not real sure what this is, but i wrote it and i thought i'd put it on here.

This is dedicated to you, you stupid cow. Thanks for nothing. -_-

Do you see what I see?

Look at all the people just jostling on by.

I see

no one paying attention to the others,

I see

no one notices their own lives, much less mine.

Do you see what I see?

Everyone is wrapped around themselves.

I see

they’re too selfish to care about others.

I see

they’re too selfish to care about me.

Do you see what I see?

Or maybe I just don’t want to let them in.

I see

that maybe  I don’t bring down my walls,

I see

that maybe I don’t LET people know me.

Do you see what I see?

But I honestly don’t think that they would understand.

I see

that everything and everyone is changing.

I see

that I am not changing with them.

Do you see what I see?

I don’t know why I’m different.

I see

that I stand out in the crowd.

I see

that that’s not always such a bad thing.

Do you see what I see?

But I am so, so alone.

I see

my hands scramble for a friend.

I see

they come up empty handed…

Do you see what I see?

But, look, there’s one, over there!

I see

that she’s not precisely the perfect best friend forever.

I see

that she’s not exactly perfect, but she’s as close as they come.

Do you see what I see?

Laughs are shared. Secrets are shared…

I see

that she understands, that she’s been through it all too.

I see

how happy I am when I can share all my all with my best friend.

Do you see what I see?

Wait! Where is she going?

I see

her turning her back on me, laughing with the others.

I see

my one true friend forget all about me.

Do you see what I see?

Now I know the truth.

I see

that being best friends forever? A joke… Lies…

I see

that I’m all alone again…

But I will rise above it. After all, I’ve done it all the other times, haven’t I?

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