LOKI'S POV
she asked me is she was pretty I said no
she asked me if I wanted to be with her forever I said no.
She asked me if I would cry if she left I said No..
but the truth is that time.. when she asked me those questions I want to say
YOU'RE NOT PRETTY COZ' UR BEAUTIFUL.
I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH YOU FOREVER I NEED TO BE WITH YOU FOREVER.
I WOULDN'T CRY IF YOU LEFT COZ I WOULD DIE
BECAUSE I AM COMPLETELY INLOVE WITH YOU
buhay ako pero parang patay na rin.
bakit ba kasi di ko siya pinahalagahan nung una palang?
bakit ba naging duwag ako at naging sunod-sunuran kay Monique?
pwede ko naman ipaglaban siya diba?
pero magulo utak ko nun
kaya ko siya nagawang saktan
that was to protect her..
I'm a stupid cardiologist.
I'd tried to save her
I'm willing to give my own heart to her but she rejected it
"Loki tanggap ko na.. wag na makulet? alagaan mo na lang yang puso mo para saakin., Loki..masaya ako kasi ikaw ang kasama ko.," Ashie
nasa ICU siya ngayun
"don't cry.. mahihirapan akong umalis pag nakita kitang umiiyak." - Ashie
"Ashie.. wag muna.. wag muna..please"- mee
"Loki. masaya ako kasi ikaw yung minahal ko., I love you" - Ashie
"Ashie..."- mee
"Loki., p-pa-pagod na ko eh. sorry"- mee
"oh. ganun ba? sige pahinga ka muna.. dito lang ako"- mee
"hindi..p-pagod na ako... eh.. d-dd-di ko na kaya"- Ashie
"kaya nga pahinga ka muna.. dito lang ako., wala naman akong pasiyente ngayun eh"- mee
I know what she meant about that..
nagmamatigas lang ako..
I don't want to loose her.. not a chance
"Loki naman eh.. I'll go to sleep na.. pagod na ako.. tandaan mo., mahal na mahal kita.. tagus hangang p-puso ko.. kasing lalim ng dagat, kasing taas ng highest mountain.."- Ashie
she's crying
kaya naiiyak na din ako..
(__)
"mahal din kita.." - meee
"hmm.. sabihan mo sina mami wag silang malungkot.. andito lang ako okay? tyaka si baby Natel dapat yun na nick name niya ha Natel.. lagi nyu kong ikukwento sakanya ha? mahal na mahal ko kayo..suupppeeerrr dooppeeerrrr" - Ashie
I know her wish list.. the "10 things I want to do before I die"
"hmm.. o-okay.. Ashie?" - mee
"hmm?"- Ashie
nakapikit na siya nun
linapit ko yung kamay ko sa may ilong niya
