I Will NOT, Can NOT fall in LOVE with the Hot/Player/Jerk of a bestfriend!

I will NOT, Can NOT fall in LOVE with the Hot/Player/Jerk of a best friend[13]

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The sudden feel of his lips against mine I didn't know how to react. Though I knew it was Jay V, my instincts had another idea than kissing back. I jerked away, and slapped him, hard across the

cheek. Making his face turn to the right, a red mark appearing. "Why can't you keep your hands to yourself?! It's because of YOU my life is ruined. Do me a favor and leave me alone!"I yelled at

him, anger rushing and pulsing through me. Because of Jay V made Josh and me on hold. Because of him, I am forced to decide. Because of HIM I am willing to put our years of friendship to an

end. I tried to brush pass him, really trying to escape this nightmare he had created. Jay V gripped my arm and forced him to look at him. "I won't leave you alone Clair. I've known you too long

to know when you don't mean what you're saying." I narrowed my eyes at him then glared."The sad thing is, I'm not."I jerked my arm away and walked into my house."Clarissa Marie Evenson,

where in the world have you been?!"said Blake, Bryan, Derek, and Jaden all together. I rolled my eyes at them,"I was at the mall with a friend."I said grabbing a pear, taking a big bite. "What

'friend'? You don't HAVE any friends except for us."said Jaden,"Where were you, really. Come on Clair, we're your friends, tell us." They all looked at me with worry, Jay V was the only one not

there. "I'm not lying to you guys. I swear to God. I was at the mall, with a friend." I said evenly. "What's her name?"asked Blake. "You mean what's HIS name."I emphasized 'his'. Their eyes

widened. "What's his name."said Bryan, the others looking at me. "His name is Sing. S-I-N-G. His in college and is on break-" Derek interrupted,"Why didn't we know about this?! How could you

not tell us?! Does 12 years of friendship mean nothing to you?!" I glared at him. "It does mean something to me. Sing is the guy I beat up last time, he's not so bad after all."I said. "What about

you and Josh." asked Jaden. "We're on hold."I said tears threatening to come pouring. "Why?" asked Bryan. "I think I know."said Derek. I looked at him. "It's because of Jay V isn't it?..." My

eyes widened and so did the others. "Josh thinks you two like each other, and he wants you to decide." I was shocked, flabbergasted, and astonished. "H-how d-did y-you know?!"I said. "IT'S

TRUE?!"the others screamed. I looked away,"Oh my God! I thought it would happen sooner! I mean do you think we are BLIND?! We figured you two would like each other sooner, or

later."exclaimed Blake. "WHAT?! Like HIM?! Oh no you got it wrong! He likes ME, I like him as a FRIEND! F-R-I-E-N-D."I spelled it out. I didn't like him. I COULDN'T like him. "Uhuh," "suree you

do." they said. "So we better go now, bye Clair Bear."they called and ran out. "WAIT!"I yelled at them and ran towards the door, watching as they ran down the street. Idiots, I thought. I puffed up

my cheeks and let it out. I sighed and closed the door walking upstairs. Lucy was still not home, and I was perfectly okay with that. I had enough of her moaning, and screams when she had

guys over here. It's sad being here sister. Now in my room, I looked around at how many things reminded me of Jay V. Photos, gifts, his shirt on my floor, his hoodie hanging over my chair. So

many things, I never realized how much it seemed like I was actually with him. If a new kid walked into my room, they'd probably think we were together. Sitting on my bed pulling my laptop onto

my lap and going on facebook.Looking at my pictures they were mostly me, and Jay V and the guys. Clicking the offline button and going on I saw Josh was on. I debated for 3 minutes if I