Build Me Up, Hold Me Down

Is it worth it?

Nischia's POV:

(In the past)

I'm not scared of lions and tigers and bears

But I'm scared of loving you

I'm not scared to perform at a sold out affair

But I'm scared of loving you

Am I the only one who thinks it's an impossible task?

Why it don't last? Is that too much to ask?

Why do we love Love,

When Love seems to hate us?

I sung along with Jazmine Sullivan

It was only 10 in the morning but I had woke up feeling like a bomb had been strapped to me and I only had 20 minutes to deactivate it or else I would die.

After that whole episode with whoever the bitch was, I was falling back from Dominic for sure

I never fucked with someone who already had a girl because I wouldn't want somebody fucking with my nigga so I didn't play those types of games.

I was fucked up at the way the bitch was talking to me because I don't tolerate being disrespected but I kept trying to make myself see shit her way but I couldn't because she really gave a bitch too much to suppress at one time.

I thought Dominic was different from anybody else. I thought he actually fucked with me, I thought that he saw me for who I was instead of the way my body looked but I guess not.

Ugh, Niggas!

I said to myself while placing the pillow over my face and blowing out a aggravated breath.

All I could seem to replay in my mind were the messages between me and Dominic's dick hopper.

Laughing out loud, I thought about when I told her ass to let me know when she get off dick so that I can get on because I love to ride.

I know her ass had to be sick as shit because I know I would have been if a bitch said that shit to me but I do love to ride so just was letting her ass know.

Hell, Ya'll know God made some men with big dicks for a reason!

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I had just got done brushing my teeth and washing my face when I heard my phone going off.

And I

Know that he won't break my heart

And I

Know that we won't ever part

Its time, time for us to settle down

And I

Wanna be with him forever!

I knew it was Dominic from the ringtone that played

I wanted to ignore him but part of me wanted to here what he had to say so I answered the phone.

"Yes Dominic?" I said in a bored tone

"Fuck you mean by that, What the fuck is up witchu man? Why u ignoring me?" He yelled. I assume he was pissed off but who gives a flying fuck.

"For one don't call me yelling so calm your fuckin voice down and what do you want Dominic? I told you yesterday stop calling me" I said. Dominic's ass had called me a fourth time last night and left a message in which I told him to stop calling me after I heard it.