Secrets Buried Deep

Hi... (awkward silence) This is my first time posting something so I am not exactly confident anyone will be reading it, but whatever it is I will try my best to upload more of this kind of things (points down). This is because I have tried many times writing a story but its like I am always stuck after a while. I might try writing stories (emphasizes on the 'might') because my English is pretty bad. It is my first language but well... Enough of my ramblings, go on and read it... Also, please give me feedback. Thanks :)

Starting Over

I finally know it is important to let go
Cos you will never be with me
I thought you loved me 
But now I know I was wrong
Cos you are with her
You will never be mine to keep
And I'll never be in your arms
I am just regretting that I did not told you
I love you
I tell myself that I am going to forget you
And wish you happiness 
I tell people I am fine
But secretly I am not
I may have a smile on my face
But deep down inside 
I am crying
I know we do not have memories together
But I just hope you will remember me-
The girl who is far from perfection
Now, I am done with love 
And is ready to move on
I want to be someone that everyone loves
Someone that is closer to perfection
Someone who can express herself
But most importantly, 
I do not want to let myself get hurt anymore
I am going to face tomorrow 
With a true smile on my face 
I believe the more I search for love
The more it will run away from me
I am ready to start over