I feel as if the world is melting away,
As time slowly fades away from me
Melting as the seconds count down,
Until nothing.
Zero,
The heartbeat trembles as the rain slams into the ground,
Beating and screaming its rhythm into the world,
Into my heart.
I feel as my nothingness is the grave in which her body laid,
Where the only thing left in her is the memories of my happiness,
But no,
All that's left in her is a silent heartbeat,
Quietly beating in my head,
My head is playing tricks on me,
Making me think as if she is still alive.
I just want to be happy,
To see her one more time.
Standing here at her grave is like swimming in a pool,
Filled with nothing but her tears,
Melting away the happiness that I called "Us."
I keep trying to forget about it,
Forget about the pain,
But forgetting about everything,
It's as if I'm throwing away the happiness that I locked away,
It's as if I'm burning the memories away,
As if the memories turned into ashes and I can't even hold onto them anymore.
I just want to see her again,
Next to me,
I just wanna hold her hand and see her smile,
One more time,
But that's impossible,
Because seeing her,
Once again happy, smiling, with me,
Is just a silent echo,
Waiting to fade away in the grey mist,
That I call my heart...
