i looked into the beautiful chocolate brown eyes of my best friend zayn malik, his eyes made the stars look like they wernt shinning but the thing is he has a girlfriend. crystel, she is beautiful, talented everything a guy wants and obviously i'm just not what he wants. i have had a crush on him since 3rd grade and now we are in 10th grade yeah i have had a crush on him for a long time. everything about zayn is perfect, his sweet pink lips, his chocolate brown eyes, his jet black hair and his taned body everything about him was just perfect even his voice just made me melt. "hey baby" zayn said as crystel made her way towards us "hey" she said with a smile and pecked him on the lips "i'll let you guys be alone i gotta do some stuff anyway" i said giving them a small wave then walking away with my other best friend harry following close behind. "hey wait up!" harry shouted after me and i stoped to let him catch up "oh hey styles whats up?" i asked him with a smile on my face "oh nothing just didnt want to see zayn sucking crystels face off" he joked and i giggled. harry, louis, zayn, niall and liam were all like that they always made jokes that always made me laugh and thats why they are my best friend. "do you wanna hang out with me and louis tonight? his girlfriend is comming and i kinda dont wanna feel like a third real" harry asked me and i nodded with a smile "its a date" "alright i'll pick you up at 6" he smiled sweetly and ran off to go find louis and i giggled at his cute little smile that was planted on his face. harry and louis were also perfect in every single way harry had those curles that fell perfectly around his face and does big greene eyes and that smile oh that smile was just gorgeous then louis he was perfect but i would never love him that way for he is older then me and he has a girlfriend he is just a brother to me but he is just so funny when ever i felt like crying he was always there to make me smile. "BOO!" my other friend liam said making me jump a bit startled and sarah laughed at me "you're so chicken" sarah said to me laughing. "shut up i am not" i said pushing her slightly in a joking way, we always messed around like this "so i hurd you got a date with harry" liam winked at me and nudged me, i blushed and nodded "not really were just hanging out with louis and his girlfriend he didnt want to feel like a third real you know so im just tagging along with him" i smiled and he nodded "sure sure" "shut up" i nudged him "come on lets go get some food im starving". they all agreed and we walked into the cafeteria to see zayn and crystel kissing, louis and georga kissing and harry waving at me to go sit next to him. i grabed my food and skipped over to harry and took my seat next to him "hello lovelys we meet again" i said in my singing happy voice they say even when im about to break down crying i always have a smile on my face but that's just who i am i love to make people happy but when im alone thats when i let the true amotion come out. i looked over at harry who was laughing at me "someone is happy today" he smiled "thats because someone has a date" liam joked and i hit him lightly "i told you it isnt a date we are just hanging so harry doesnt feel like a third real right harry?" i looked at him and he nodded "exactly just two friends hanging out" he said but his smile kinda dropped, i didnt take much notice of it though so i smiled and put a mouthful of food into my mouth. "so what is the rest of the gang doing tonight?" i asked with a smile on my face. "i got a date with crystel tonight" zayne said with a smile on his face and crystal giggled "that sounds great! what about you liam? any plans?" he just shook his head "nope just hanging at home with the parentels. Harry just laughed at him "have fun with that mate!" and we all laughed. This was just our tipicle lunch for all of us. all of us joking around and me and harry feeling left out while we watch everyone else be all lovey dovey with there girlfriends. i looked over at harry and started rapping my fingers around his hair playing with it. just as i was looking away from him i caught site of his eyes. I have never really noticed his eyes but they were beautiful, perfectly bright greene and sparkled just in the right places. A small smiled curled upon my lips as he smiled at me. I then looked away and blushed a slight pink. "so.." was all i could manage to escape out of my lips and harry just chuckled. "i should um get to class" i said as i started to get up from my seat to feel harry grip onto my arm "but the bell hasnt even gone yet" and i quietly growned and sat back down "jamie whats wrong? did i do something" was all i could hear harry say over and over again. I smiled softly at him "everything is fine i promise" i said and looked away at zayn and crystel kissing eachother. i cleared my throat loudly making them jump and pull away "good to have you back with us zayn!" i heard louis yell out and i laughed high fiving him. "shut up mate" was all zayn could say in a harsh tone witch made louis shut up and look over at me with wide eyes. "hey jamie can i talk to you?" i knit my eyebrows together and looked over at harry in confusion i then nodded and followed him over to the corner "hey whats up styles?" i said concerened. He looked deep into my eyes and whispered "i like you jamie i mean really like you, and i was kinda hopping that tonight could be like a, you know date" he said quickly and i smiled "i would love that harry!" i said happily and kissed him on the cheek softly. i then grabbed his hand in mine and skipped back to the table and sat on harry's lap. "soo..." liam said with a wink after and i just laughed to see zayne and crystel walk away. "whats up with them?" i asked "i dont know" harry shrugged "whatever they are missing out on all the fun!" i yelled quietly and chuckled. that night after school i was getting ready for my date with harry. i didnt know what to wear i didnt know if i should dress casual or fancy so a grabed a nice pair of skinny jeans and a whit shirt with an owl on it with a black cardie then i curled my hair and put a small amount of red lipstick on "perfect" i thought to myself and i waited for harry to come and pick me up i looked at the time and saw it was 5:55 pm only 5 minutes i started to get excited but i dont know why i was so excited i still like zayn but now my feelings for harry started to grow and he made my heart melt. my thoughts were shortly cut short as harry knocked on the door and i ran to the door to open it "woah you look beautiful" harry said with a huge smile on his face and i blushed "you look great yourself styles, shall we go?" i asked and he nodded taking my hand and leading me out to the car opening my door like a true gentlemen. i smiled at him and got in the passenger seat then he got into the car and we started driving to a nice place to eat where louis and georga where waiting for us. i got out of the car and waved to them and they waved back then we went to go find a table. we sat with me and harry next to eachother and georga and louis sitting next to eachother at a table made for four. i couldnt stop looking at harry through out the night the way his curles fell over and around his face perfectly, he looked like an angel tonight but i couldnt help to think to myself "am i doing this to make zayn jealous or do i really like harry?" i was so confused. i looked at my food and picked at it "you okay baby?" harry asked me looking conerned "oh yeah" i nodded "sorry i kinda just black out" i smiled so he would think i was fine but he didnt by it but he just looked away and continued to eat. i looked at him and smiled at how even when he is eating he still looks perfect and once again i felt fine. I looked down at my meal and continued to pick at iit taking small mouthfulls into my mouth. thats when i saw zayn and his girlfriend crystel walk in and right away i felt upset again like all the memories of me and him came flooding back but i tryed my best to hide it and just keep having a good time with harry. he looked at me again and smiled and pecked me on the cheek. i could feel zayns eyes on me so i looked at him like i didnt notice he walked through the door and waved at him slightly and he looked away quickly. "who was that love?" harry asked me "oh i thought i saw zayn i guess not" i giggled quietly and he smiled at me "okay, do you want some dessert?" i smiled and nodded "yes please" he smiled and ordered us some ice cream to share wich i thought was very sweet and i blushed. harry was such a true gentlemen so kind and caring and he seemed genrelly really interested in me. but i couldnt help to still have strong feelings for zayn UGH i hated myself for doing this to both harry and zayne. "hey love i'll be back" harry said as he got up from our table and walked over to a girls table i have never seen before i sat there watching him curious as to what he was saying. I smiled at him when he came back over and sat next to me. "sorry love just an old friend" he said kissing my cheek and i ssmiled at him "its fine" i said and the waiter bought over our food. harry then grabed a spoon and put a mouthful of ice cream on the spoon "Open up" he chuckled and i did as i was told to have him put the ice cream into my mouth and i laughed eating the ice cream. when the night was over he drove me home and walked me to the door "i had a great night tonight thanks harry" i said smiling and he hugged me "thanks jamie i had fun" i then became serious "so where does this leave us? i mean that was a date wasnt it?" i then saw his face drop "yeah jamie i just... i just dont think it will work out" he said then he walked back to his car and drove of. thats when i ran up to my room and sat on my bed crying my eyes out i couldnt believe i trusted him and thought that he actually like me! I could hear my heart slowly breaking.. the next day i came to school in a jack wills hoodie and skinny's with sunglasses covering my eyes so no one could see i was crying my eyes out but to be honest i didnt care how i looked. i sat down across from harry and looked down 'woah whats wrong?" "oh nothing just thinking about how the hell its okay to ask me out on a date then turn around saying it wont work out! then i find out today that you have a girlfriend!" little did i know the rest of the boys were standing right behind me "you did what!?" zayn yelled out "do you not understand the way that she looked at you!? she looked at you with plane lust! she fucking loved you mate then you just go and fucking do this to her! i cant believe you! lets go jamie" he said as he grabed my arm walking away with liam, niall and louis following behind hugging me and telling me it would be ok. at that point i just hugged zayn and cryed into his chest basicly breaking down i couldnt take it anymore my heart was shattered. i felt safe hugging zayn as his arms wrapped around me and he hugged me firmly making sure i was okay, he was great like that if one of his friends were hurt he would do anything to make them smile and i dont think they have ever seen me this upset. everyone came in for one big group hug and i giggled lightly "thanks guys you always know how to make me smile" "you dont deserve this jamie no one does he doesnt know what he is missing out on" louis said kissing the top of my head like a good friend he was "thanks" i said with a smile then the bell rang and i walked away to my class that was with zayn and harry well atleast i know zayn will stick up for me but of course zayn sat next to crystel and the only spot left was next to harry. i sat down next to harry keeping my distence and staring down at my book scribbling random pictures everywhere on a spare page. "im so sorry" i hear harry whisper but i did not reply i wasnt going to cave in that easy. after a while i found myself writting zayns name in the top right corner with a heart under it. "is that why you wont talk to me you like zayn!?" i hurd harry say and i froze up "i um no thats not it" i replyed shackingly "then why is his name on your page with a heart under it!?" he yelled once again "you want to know why!? because when i was heart broken he didnt walk away from me he was there making me smile like a true friend would! when i was happy he was happy with me! he never let me down like you have! thats why his name is on my page!" at that i stormed out bursting out into tears and i sat in a bathroom stall bursting out into tears, today has been the worse day ever and this has been the worst date ever. at lunch i sat on my own cause i didnt want to make it feel awkward now harry hates me and zayn knows i have a crush on him but i guess my alone plan didnt work when louis came and sat next to me giving me a side hug "its going to be okay we will get through it together i promise" he smiled at me and i smiled back "now come sit with the rest of the group like a good girl" he chuckled and i stood up and walked over to our table and sat next to him. "jamie hey!" i heard zayn and liam yell at the same time. i giggled "woah hi im right here dont need to yell" i said jokingly "oh right sorry" zayn said laughing and at that harry got up and walked away and i was back to feeling awkward. "dont worry about him jamie he is just mad about what he did" niall said insuring me. i smiled "yeah, sure" and once again i picked at my food taking small bites out of it. "jamie you need to eat" liam said taking my fork and shoving a mouthfull into my mouth i swallowed it then burted out laughing "thanks liam i need a fork shoved into my mouth" i rolled my eyes jokingly and kicked him lightly under the table and zayne smiled at me. aww his smile made me melt it just curles on his face perfectly like he was made in heaven when angels see him smile they whisper "perfect". gawd how i loved him and how i thought he was perfect and pefect for me. "do you guys wanna come to the movies tonight? just us and have friend night out?" niall asked and everyone nodded agreeing "sounds great!" i said excitedly "one rule no dates aloud its only aloud to be us" niall added and we all agreed again "just us" zayn agreed. "fine then! whatever im out of here anyway" crystel said storming of "woah babe wait its just to make jamie feel better we can do something tomorrow i promise" he said taking her hand in his oh how i wish that was me "okay baby" she said smiling then skipped of happily. i should be the one calling him baby. i looked down when zayne came back "im sorry i didnt mean that to happen you can bring her if you want" i said "really its okay i’ll hang with her tomorrow" he replyed and i nodded. "so why was my name on your sheat of paper?" i froze up again "um i was writting all your names it was kinda what came to my mind and i was just scribbling alover my page you know its biolagy i get bored in it" i said hoping they would believe me "oh alright’ zayn said smiling. success he believed me damn im good at lying. that night i was getting ready to go to the movies and i really wanted to impress zayn tonight so i put on my skinny jeans, my favourite boots, a tie die croped tea that showed my belly button ring and a long cardie. i curled my hair partly and put on some red lipstick with foudation also i was set to go when zayne knocked on my door ready to pick me up. i ran to the door to open it "hey!" i said hugging him and we walked out to his car and we got in and drove to the cinema where we met everyone else. we got our tickets, popcorn and drinks then took our seats in the cinema, me next to zayne then louis then liam then niall at the back row in the middle waiting for the horror movie to come on. i was glad i was next to zayn so he could protect me at the scary bits. see i think ahead of time. i grabed a handful of popcorn the same time that zayn did and our hands touched but the thing is he didnt pull away untill about 5 seconds later i smiled at him and threw a popcorn up and catched it in my mouth "showoff" i hurd him whisper with a chuckle. i turned to the movie just as someone got murdered and jumped with a slight scream and louis laughed at me "chicks" "shut up" i said slapping him lightly and i jumped again hiding my face into zayns chest not realasing what i was doing when i realised what i was doing i pulled away quickly "sorry i didnt mean to um sorry" "its okay" he said smiling down to me with those eyes that sparkled so amazingly. before i knew it i was leaning in and planted my lips soflty on his but he didnt pull away he kissed back, his soft sweet juicy lips moved againts mine and for once i felt like i belonged in the world. i pulled away slowly bitting my lip but he pulled me back kissing me more passiontly and i didnt want this night to end. i rapped my arms around his neck as he rapped his arms around my waist and pulled me onto his lap. i ran my fingers through his soft black hair and moved my lips againts his till i hurd someone clearing his throat ‘aheem if you’re going to make out through the movie you’re going to have to leave" i hurd the usher say and we laughed getting up from our seat and walking out "thanks alot jamie" i hear louis said jokingly "oh shut up it was a crap movie anyway" "true" he laughed at my reply and we left to go home. zayn opened the car door for me and i climbed in as he climbed into the seat "hey i got to make a phone call before we go" he said as he grabed his phone and called crystel "hey crystal its zayne.....yeah look i think we should break up...really?...well whatever we are over now anyway bye" after that he hanged up and looked over at me and smiled. "so you had fun?" he asked and i nodded "yeah thanks it really made me feel better" i said with a smile. When we got to my house i jumped out of the car and so did he "thanks zayne its good to know someone cares" i said with a smile "its okay jamie i'll see you tomorrow yeah?" i nodded and hugged him giving him a quick kiss on the cheek then i opened my front door to walk in. "wait!" zayne called out while spinning me around and crashing his lips upon mine. I kissed back. Our lips moved perfectly together without parting. he then pulled away and looked deep into my eyes. it looked like he was staring down into my soul "night jamie" he said with a smile and i smiled back "night zayn" at that i walked into my house and closed the door behind me with a big smile on my face.
