This one is how i feel right now and have felt for a long time
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TOYS OF CHILDREN ALL WORN OUT
CAN THESE THINGS PLANT THE SEED OF DOUBT?
OPEN UP AND TAKE A LOOK INSIDE, DON'T STAND TO CLOSE YOU MIGHT BE SCARED BY WHAT YOU FIND.
COME A LITTLE CLOSER A TAKE A LOOK.
CAN YOU SEE NOW WHAT YOU?
WHAT CAN I DO TO RID THIS PLAGUE, SCTACH OF THIS DISEASE THAT I HAVE MADE .
CAN I HEAL THE BROKEN WORLDS WITHIN?
CAN I TURN BACK TIME AND START AGAIN.
WHAT CAN I DO TO RID THIS PLAGUE, SCTACH OF THIS DISEASE THAT I HAVE MADE .
COS WHEN ALL SEEM'S FINE AND I'M PAIN FREE, YOU TAKE ANOTHER SWING, TAKE ANOTHER SWING AT ME.
MIRROR MIRROR UPON MY WALL, TELL ME HOW FAR MUST I FALL.
THE WALLS A CLOSING IN ON ME, CAN YOU SEE WHAT I SEE, NO MORE SPACE TO BREATH, JUST YOU TRAPPED INSIDE WITH ME.
THOSE NEEDLES TURN FROM SHINE TO RUST.
WHAT CAN I DO TO RID THIS PLAGUE, SCTACH OF THIS DISEASE THAT I HAVE MADE .
CAN I HEAL THE BROKEN WORLDS WITHIN?
CAN I TURN BACK TIME AND START AGAIN.
WHAT CAN I DO TO RID THIS PLAGUE, SCTACH OF THIS DISEASE THAT I HAVE MADE .
COS WHEN ALL SEEM'S FINE AND I'M PAIN FREE, YOU TAKE ANOTHER SWING, TAKE ANOTHER SWING AT ME.
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
WHAT CAN I DO
TO MAKE SURE I GET RID OF YOU
I GET DRUNK
AND I GET STABBED
TO FALL IN LOVE WITH LIFE AGAIN
TO FALL IN LOVE WITH LIFE AGAIN
TO FALL IN LOVE WITH LIFE AGAIN
TO FALL IN LOVE
TO FALL IN LOVE
TO FALL IN LOVE WITH LIFE AGAIN