i am alone

I am lonely like a little island. Alone.  I am in the middle of the world in the ocean. Alone

I am a person with tons of color on the outside on the inside grey dark and dull. I am different in my own way

In my mind, I sit on an island. On my island there’s only one tree and me, a nice tall green palm tree shading me from the hurtful winds of harmful words people say to me, on my island I sit alone

I am only me, I am only me the person I choose to be.

I am lonely I am invisible to everyone I can see you, you can’t see me.

I am lonely on a little island in a big blue ocean in the middle of the world, in the middle of nowhere just alone. The sun shines on the dancing waves making them sparkle the sound of the waves crashing on to the shoreline of my island,  it does nothing to me I am alone

I sit there, while you stare at me, thinking why can’t you see the personality inside of me? I am no different than any other human being I am only me

I feel the way you look at me, like a flame from a candle; my feelings go away in one single blow.

I am alone like a rock on an island on the warm sand. I feel dull and numb.

No feelings at all, why bother? I choose not to be happy if I do you’re words like a knife; will stab me and make me hurt more I am alone.

In a room full of bright light and warm colors your words shoot my positive thoughts away like a gun I sink down when you just look at me, I can hear your thoughts from miles away

Your thoughts like a bomb;  explode and destroy my happiness in a few seconds the happiness I had, blown away like ashes of smoke gone away never to be seen again.

 Like a graveyard darkened by the hopes and dreams one once had gone away in a cloud of dust hovering over the tombstones I wear chains of failed attempts at happiness that weigh my soul; grounding me, I am alone

Your thoughts whisper in my head screaming “sometimes I wish you were dead.”  No worries; I am on my island, in the middle of the ocean far away from you because I am alone

I am only me I am alone