i cant please everyone,but let me start with you.

                     so i have to start this stupid diary for the next few months because of my therapist.... how do i feel about it? im not thrilled. at all. i hate it, i hate almost everything. sometimes i wish i could just leave. leave my mom, leave school, work, everything, and be with my dad who thanks to my mom is gone. but enough of that. explain myself, my name is Aaliyah Leaston, im 17, music is my passion. sometimes its all i look forward to. umm adrianna mills is my bestest friend in the world.and i would be lost without her, although my mother thinks shes the reason im so bad ass. haha, i dont know what else to right so first page done.

i closed the book and looked at dr. martinez

"im done. now what?" i asked and he smiled.

"you can go, i want you to stay out of trouble and try not to fight with your mother.if stuff happens i want you to write in the journal okay?" i smiled at him

"fine. but im not promising anything" he frowned at me and i walked out of his door.

dr. martinez is my therapist ive been going to him for about two months, because of my attitude etc blah blah blah. i got im my car and drove to adriannas house.

she came running out

"we have a mission!" she yelled and jumped in. without saying anything started driving

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"dude drop it! lets go before we get caught." i was laughing so hard i thought i was going to cry. i pulled adrianna and we started running untill we got to an alley.

"that was so close!" she said laughing. she pulled out another mini bottle of ciroc. and drank half. i drank the other half. "that douchebag deserved it!" she yelled and i was laughing again.

this is the 4th or 5th time we did this to her many ex boyfriends. the usual smash the car with a bat and run. we started out of the alley and a few moments later sirens surrounded us. Busted.

"Aaliyah Leaston." the officer said. i stood up " and Adrianna Mills. bail was posted." she grabbed my hand and we went out to see my mom standing their. livid. we were surpressing giggles and she walked away from us. when we got into the car she exploded.

"I AM NOT BAILING YOU GIRLS OUT AGAIN AFTER THIS! WHEN ARE TWO GOING TO GROW UP?! WHAT MADE YOU LIKE THIS LIYAH ??!! I RAISED YOU BETTER THAN THIS!"  she was yelling but i heard it all before. so i put my feet up on the dashboard and leaned against the window. ignoring her rant. we dropped adrianna off and went home.

"im sorry mom." i said in a bored tone she sighed and put her purse down.

"do you think this makes me look good? what are the ladies going to think when they find out huh?!" she yelled i rolled my eyes

"its your fault. maybe if you werent such a bad mom we wouldnt have this problem!." i yelled back

"im a great mother what do you think all of the stuff you have was free? i-"

"no but i do know that my dad bought it all for me. he doesnt love you! why do you think hes never here!? its your fault he never calls you everything is your fault and you take it out on meso you and your 'ladies' can all screw off becaus eim doing me and if you dont like it then ill leave!" i yelled and she looked at me like i slapped her.

"your not going anywhere! your grounded untill further notice." i smirked at her

"good luck with that." i grabbed my purse and went into my room. i turned up my music as loud as it would go and i laid on my bed.

     well today dr. m told me to stay out of trouble. so whats the first thing i do? get arrested. haha how great is that. my 8th or 9th time. its a rush that i love. anyways. mother tried to ground me tonight but i will most likely go to a party with dri. okay so i think im going to get ready, and leave. short and sweet.

i put the notebook under my bed. and got up. and took a shower. i brushed through my thick, curly black mid back length hair. and let it stay natural. i put on a lot of mascara to accent my hazely blue eyes. then i went to my closet. i grabbed a grey of the shoulder shirt that showed a little of my stomach , a black mini skirt, some fishnets with lace going up the side and some grey heels. i emptied my purse. i grabbed my debit card, my id, and my phone, and i put them in my bra. i checked the mirror one more time and went downstairs. my mom was in the living room. i walked right past her and grabbed my car keys.