Is loving really hurt?

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No one knows what will happen next to their life or to the life of other....

Every person has their own story on how they fulfill their dreams...

"I wish I can be one of that stars someday"

"I wish I can travel around the world"

"I wish I can give my family a happy life"

"I wish I can be into two places in the same time with my little teddy bear"

“I wish sing on the front of many people .....”

“I wish…”

 That was the list of my wishes, my dream and I hope it will come true someday....

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.."Alyssa, come here baby it’s your medicine time"

Oh! here I come again ....

I am sick... Mom said that, but I feel I am not.

Every day we go to that man who is wearing a white gown. 

Every day he ask me on what I feel,

He always gets blood on me, like a mosquito

He always gives a small thing like a candy to eat and that candy was not sweet.

He’s kind’ a weird right?

He always talks to my mom after that my mom was crying.

So one time I confronted him and asking why he made my mommy cry

He just answered this “because she love you”

I don’t understand why my mom needs to cry because she love me, 

Is loving really hurt?

After we go to that weirdo man, my mom and I go to my Grandparents house

Grandma baked my favorite cookies. I love these cookies so much, if I can eat this all the time then I will.

My mom and grandma was talking I saw mom were crying again so, I ask grandpa why, then he just answered “because she loves you so much”

That answers again 

Is loving really hurt?

 I was five years old now, I was wondering what will happen to me when I grow old. Will I become a teacher or a dentist? Will I have my own family? Ahhhh family, I have my family, me and my mom, my grandparents and also my little teddy bear. One time when we were at church I saw my friend Linda, she is with her family, and she is beside a man who she called daddy so, I ask Linda what is daddy and she answered “mmm … he is my father, the one who play with me, bring me to the park, put me in his shoulder and also the one who love me so much and treat me like a princess” I just shook my head and thinking   

Did I have a father? If do I where is he? 

After we finally got home my mom is preparing our dinner

“Mommy did I have father?” she just smiled and said 

“Yes of course baby why?”

“If I have, then where is he? Why he never plays with me, he never brings me in the park and he also never put me in his shoulder? Why mommy? Am I not his princess or he just doesn’t love me like Linda’s daddy do to her?” 

Mom hug me tightly and I feel she is crying again 

“Mommy?”

“Baby your dad love’s you so much remember that okay? He is always there; he can see everything that you do---“

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 30, 2013 ⏰

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