I had a lot to think about as today was the day I am going to kill the man who had killed my father. My father had been murdered by a weapon, the weapon in his possession. My dear old father had his life taken away in front of his eyes, the day that the killer had no remorse. This is the day I will find him and kill him. I will carve my every-feeling and every word I felt when he took away my father’s life. My father I love dearly.
I will do this also, on the behalf of my baby sister Mariah. I knew she would want me to kill the man responsible for her father’s death. Her father who loved her more than anything in the world. The man who would die in a blink of an eye for her.
I will always love her regretting every minute i made her quiver, make her fear my actions and cry every time i never stuck up for her.
Mariah and i were close to begin with we were both inseparable if you can say that. But once i started hanging out with my bud Adam more often she would feel like she couldn’t even talk to me. That had angered me, we were like best friends and here she couldn’t even say word to me. I know what I did was horrible, but at the time my reputation meant more to me then my own sister. So being nice to her would mean my reputation would be on the line. And no way back in the day could I do that.
Now I have to admit I wept like a baby the first time I had found out she had left, i cried for hours till end, wondering if she would have got killed like my father had. I knew she wished she could have got killed instead of our dad. It just tears me up so much that she wished she could just get killed because of the bullying and trauma we put her through.
My father would have had my balls if he found out, actually it would be more likely he would have my life, if he found out the way we treated his princess. His princess that he will love and protect from others, never letting anyone treat her like crap, but here her own flesh and blood had. My father had always said this to us ‘if i ever hear that any of you lot are bullying or picking on one another in public, i will right you out of my will and i won’t bother with you. Family are family no matter what’ he stated he had said this to us many times. To protect your loved ones and my father was serious when he had said it. He has always loved and cherished his family more than his reputation. He had always loved us equally but he had more of a soft spot for Mariah
We always had envied the way my father interacted and showed his love to Mariah. I guess it is because me and Jesse were more closer to my mum rather than my dad.
I just wished my father could be alive to bring her back home safe and sound. I don’t know if she can call it home anymore.
My father knew how gentle her wolf is and had always told us ‘never to underestimate her’. We always didn’t believe it so when Jesse decided to pull few strings here and their two piss her and her wolf off, we did.
We had started off bullying her because my father wasn’t there to protect her, she never really talked to us much; she just spoke to the elders in our pack and the warriors. Never us. She never spoke to people her age it annoyed us more, because we felt like germs. All the elders and parents loved her. They always said she’s so mature for her age. Which she is. However it was a completely different story with my mum, she hated Mariah because Mariah never cried or shared her emotions with us when my father passed away, and my mum just thought my father’s death never affected Mariah, when it did. I would just tell my mum because she doesn’t cry doesn’t mean she’s not mourning, but my mum would always dismiss my input and just think Mariah didn’t care. When we all knew she did.
I think my mother had pure hatred and jealously towards her, because my father had a closer relationship with Mariah then he did have with my mum and also, the drinking and drugs was the major problem to.
What can I say, my mum’s a psycho and my sisters a bitch.
“Are you ready?” I turned around to see my sister standing there.
“Jesse what do you think?” I mocked harshly. Jesse and I aren’t close anymore. I just couldn’t be bothered with her anymore, she felt not regret and remorse, and in what actions we had done to, poor Mariah.
“Brad look what she’s doing to us” she complained in her whiny voice, which irritates me so much.
|Jessica Alba||as Mariah|
|Ian Somerhalder||as James|
|Colton Haynes||as Adam|