CONFUSED AND DEPRESSED [Con-dep] SOUL

I don’t know what to do

I don’t know what to think

I don’t know where to turn

My heart frequently throbs

My mind is totally depressed

My life is in a big mess

Stay out of trouble, friends say

Stay in line with God, they pray

Stay for it’ll be over soon, they beg

Despite all staying and standing

Despite all crying and praying

Despite all wishing and hoping

There has never been a change

There has always been more trouble

There and here, I still ask for help

Seven years, I’ve patiently waited

Seven years, I’ve prayed, tried and hoped

Seven years now, it makes of total disgust

Night and day, I continue to pray

Night and day, I stood on my faith

Night and day, I keep on the fight

But all my fights, struggles and sufferings

But all have done, tried and practised

But despite all, am still where I was

Guess, its time I gave up

Guess, its time I accepted my fate

Guess, all is now over!

For friends, I could face no more

For God, I’ve turned down a lot

For myself, I’ve totally destroyed

‘Hope one day, someone would stand by me

‘Hope one day, God will rescue me

‘Hope one day, my true self will be reborn!