Friday, 20th January 2012
To my dreams,
Well I usually have a lot of dreams and nightmares! I love dreaming. When I dont get any dreams when I'm asleep, I make up things by daydreaming. I can be strange like that.
Usually people hate their nightmares but unusually, I like them too. I remember once when I had a dream about one of my closest friends dying and I woke up crying. I remember just sitting on my bed and crying for a few minutes. That dream just made me realise how much she meant to me. How much losing her would make me miss her so much! That's why whenever I have a nightmare to do with someone I love, something bad about them, I still cherish it because my dreams make me realise how much I love them.
As well as that, my dreams make me feel less confused about my feelings. Everytime in confused about something, I think about it a lot and they end up in my subconcious. Mostly, I dream about Chips and things that I know are impossible in real life, but dreaming about it gives me this sense of happiness even though it not real. I guess I like feeling that way. I'd rather have him in my dreams then never at all. That is why you, my dreams, mean so much to me! I love you <3
Love Ice-cream <3
