I dont really know how to work one of these things.....This is my first one ever, and im 13. Crazy, right? Well, i guess maybe, since this IS the first entrance, i should tell u about myself.
My name is Linzy Sacktura, i have longish plain brown hair thats really lank and thin, and blue eyes. I dont know, im guess im medium height? Well, yeah. Thats basically it. Oh! My style. I guess i could tell you about that, right? Well, usually its a t-shirt and jeans. My socks usually have holes in them, and are stained brownish by how much i DON'T change them. It's not my fault, my family is just poor. Rally poor. Literally, im sharing a room with my little brother Jacky. My BROTHER! Ugh, my life can suck sometimes. We take turns changing in the bathroom. Me at night, him in the mornings.
Okay, well, i feel like im boring the crap out of you, and anyways, mom is sick so i have to help her out-BORING. Id hang with my friend if her father would allow her out of the house for once after school. So i guess good bye? Do you say good bye to diarys? All well. BYE!
Today is Sunday. I figured maybe i should tell you that....... Anyways, mom is still sick. How long will this cold last? Its almost been a week now. She says shes going to try to go to work tomorrow though, because we need the money really badly. Anyways, i have to make dinner, and theres like, nothing to talk about, so i guess good bye!
Dear Diary-Monday, May 5
Look! I put the date! Haha! Now you'll know when i talk to you. Anyways, one week until my birthday!!! And guess what im hoping for? A laptop! I want so desperately bad. But mom and dad says i probably wont get it because were so badly in debt. All well....I just wish we had it better, you know? I guess i should be more positive.
Mom isnt getting any better, and she didnt go to work today. She can barely even stand! It scares me. Were going to the doctor in a day or two, so maybe he can give her something to help her feel better.
School was kind of boring today.Nobody ever does things on the weekend-at least, no one anybody in my group. We, you could say, are the Outcasts. Or the Invisibles. Nobody bothers with our group. Hmmm lets see who are my friends?
Ally: quiet, shy, and doesnt speak unless spoken to, and usually she just tries to shrug or nod her head yes or no
Claira: shes the funny one. shes also failing all of her classes
Nika: shes chinese and is the 'brain' she also is like ally
Annie: shes the quickly excited one i guess, or 'exuberant' <- did i spell that right diary?
Ya, those are like my only friends. But there true, and loyal. There great with secrets. Out of them all, im closest to Ally. But i have no BFF or anything. Dad is making me cook dinner tonight. I dont know what m going to make-all we hve is a jar of pickles, and cheese.
Dear Diary-Tuesday May 6
Okay, so we dont have that LITTLE of food in our fridge.....I overexagerated a little....Im sorry. We also have stale bread (who knows why thats in there), butter, and old hard crusty taco bell soft burritos. And i think i saw a few roaches, but i doubt those would taste very good in a soup.
So my mom and dad were watching Hoarders on the T.V., and i came in just as the girl-Wilma, was telling her psychiatrist person how much she hated her kids in FRONT OF THEM. I mean, the oldest of her sons (i think) was even in tears. My dad and mom almost immediately said how much they loved me. I was hardly paying attention-I felt so horrible for them! Even though i wasnt them or didnt even know them. And her house was HIDEOUS! I didnt see the end of it, but i hope it was demolished.
Mom is still sick. This seems like a very common topic in you already, huh? Ive barely got a page front and back filled up in you though, so i dont really mind. But yeah, her eyes have like such deep black circles under her eyes. The doctor is for sure tomorrow-ill update you then, okay? But for now, BYE!!!
Dear Diary-Wednesday May 7
-in the hospital
So we went to the doctors, and almost immediately after Dr. Juan had her for five minutes, he sent her to the hospital. He even called an ambulance! Right now there running a series of tests to see what she has, but the doctor said it's probably pancreatic cancer. I dont know......i really hope not.....Im sorry, im to stressed to wright anymore.