How my Mind Works...

I've always wanted to see my self in that light. To see me in that time. But I never fine my way to it,  to see me in the spot light, to know what people see, when they see me. I want to know how they think, how they feel when they see me. It would be nice to know...to feel what they feel. One day, I'll see myself up there, I'll have the courage to look at my reflection and see who I am. To know what is me, to finally see what I am, to fine out how I turn out. One day I'll see myself for what and who I truly am.