Creature of the Night (on hold)

Goodbye

AN; ( hey guys heres chapter four and the song in this chapter is called once upon a december its from anastagea i think thats how you spell it not sure but i hope you guys like it  please comment i would love to know what you guys think about my story so far and thanks again for reading :) ...) 

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-Chapter: Four

 RECAP: I laid on my bed looked up and stared at the drawing I thought for once clark was my sun my eyes started to feel heavy I was fighting my sleep I just wanted to look at the picture and remember the times I was most happy, I had my parents I had him who wouldn’t be happy and on that note I fell into a deep sleep…

    I woke up feeling like I haven’t slept in days, I got up from the bed and headed to the bathroom brushed my teeth took a quick shower. Walked to my room and looked my clock it read 12:45pm I was shocked I was asleep for most of the morning and I still feel tried that’s the crazy part. I went to my dresser pulled out a pair of black shorts and white tank top put a little of mascara and eyeliner and a clear lip glossed put up my hair in a messy bun, and then headed down to the kitchen. As walked to the kitchen I heard jean on the phone with someone I pressed my ear closer to the door to hear better what? I like being nosey I get from my dad “Can it wait I until I get back on Sunday” jean paused for a minute “Liam it can wait for Sunday what’s the problem” she waited for the other person to speak “well that have to wait he’s my brother and he deserve a popper funeral, you know what Liam I didn’t do anything when your dear sister died and she did a lot of horrible things to us but I was still there for you and you’re not even here for me Liam” she sighed and pressed her free hand on her forehead “thank you I love you to bye” she as she hung up the phone. I shod behind the door for a few minutes before I walked in you know give her a few to clam down the conversation seemed heated , I pushed the door open to find jean sitting down drinking coffee and reading some papers “hey good morning or good afternoon” i said opening the forge “good afternoon sky how did you sleep” jean said with a light chuckle “it was good but im still feel tried I don’t know why” I said pouring my a cup of orange juice “oh it might be the stress just find something you like to do so you wont be so stressed out  I know the whole thing with you parents has you going crazy just try to focus on your self” jean said with a small smile “okay sweetie I’ll see you later I have to drop of these papers at the funeral home” she said hugging me “Kay bye” I said hugging her back. I sat down to eat some toast I made then I can start packing my stuff then after maybe go for a walk, I finished with my plate placed it in the sink went straight to my room and started taking down my posters drawings pictures, the next thing to pack in the boxes was my book, my laptop, and little stuff that were on top of my dresser and computer table. By the time I looked at the clock it was 6:30 pm and jean didn’t come back yet plus I didn’t even pack up my clothes and some other things , I felt so tired and I wasn’t even no where near done I just laid down on the bed and noticed I forgot to take down my favorite drawing down , for a moment their I got lost in my own thought I snapped out of it when I phone started ringing I could see us holding hands walking on the beach our toes on the sand I could see us on the country side sitting on the grass laying side by side I walked slowly towards my closet door where my phone is plugged up charging Im in no rush to answer it I love that song and Justin I finally made to the phone and flipped it open pressed the talk button “hello” I said waiting for the caller to answer back “hey honey im going to be their around 8 okay” jean said as if she was doing more than one thing “um sure I guess” I said feeling weird that’s she’s checking in on me “oh I left some cash for you on the kitchen counter that should be good enough for pizza or whatever” jean said before she hung up so rudely “well good bye to you too” I said as I rolled my eyes and placed my phone back on the ground. I claimed on my bed and took down my drawing and placed in the box I labeled personal things so no one would go through it I hope after that I packed up the rest of my room which wasn’t that many things the only thing left was my clothes that could wait until tomorrow , oh gosh thinking about tomorrow I could I forgot its my parents funeral tomorrow something I was trying to push out my head I kept on telling myself their on vacation somewhere or house hunting but the truth is their dead not coming back they left me behind in this fucked up world I know im almost an adult 18 in three more months but what until then I felt tears building up inside me but I shut my eyes tight fighting it back but all I saw was my moms smile that morning before she died and I couldn’t hold it in no more I broke down my wall I was holding on to with dear life just with that smile I will never see again broke my heart in pieces. I pressed my legs to chest and buried my face between and started to mumble a song my mom would sing to me when I was younger and sometimes when I was feeling down “Things my heart used to know, Things it yearns to remember, And a song Someone sings” I sang as tears fell on my forearm I couldn’t sing out loud I just began humming. The last thing I remembered was my head hitting pillow I let my cries turn into a light sleep.