The Drug In Me Is You (Ronnie Radke Love Story) [COMPLETED] {1}

Chapter 10: What Are You Doing Here?

RONNIE'S POV

Ari went to the park with her friends and Ryan while the rest of the band stayed home.

All of a sudden I heard a knock on the door.

I got up off the couch and went to answer it.

"What are you doing here" I asked confused and mad.

There was a guy standing at my door with long, black, shoulder length hair. He had very pale skin and was wearing all black.

"I'm here to talk out our differences" Max said.

Thats right. Maxwell Scott Green was standing at my door. The same guy who stabbed me in the back and got me sent to jail.

"I don't wanna talk" I said, gritting my teeth so I wouldn't yell.

"Please Ronnie, I wanna be friends again." By this time I was gripping the doorknob and the railing on the stairs so I wouldn't reach out and choke him.

"Well, we will never be friends."

"Ok, but I want us to at least stop hating each other."

"I don't know if I can do that. I'm still trying to let go of um certain things."

"Please just let me talk." Max pleaded.

"Fine" I said glaring at him with pure hatred.

I let him in and he sat on the couch.

I sat down and he started to speak.

"Why do you hate me?"

"Well, your the one who did drugs and everything with me and you didn't get arrested."

"Thats all?"

"Oh HEEEEEEELLLL NO! You took Escape The Fate's side when they kicked me out. You stabbed me in the back way to many times. You abandoned me when I most needed you. I can't even name everything! Maybe you should listen to my song 'Caught Like A Fly' and then ask me why I hate you"

"Well can I listen to the song?" Max asked dumbly.

"I don't give a fuck" I said popping our CD in the radio and switching it to #8 and I heard the music for 'Caught Like A Fly' start to play.

Attention, Attention everyone!
I got a couple of things
I would like to get off of my chest
HAHA
FRIENDS!
Who the fuck needs 'em?

You know who you are!
Eh hmm.
Caught like a fly
In a web of your lies
It's truth be told now
Or meet your demise!

So how did it feel?
When you held the knife
That you stuck right in my back
A thousand times!

Your grandfather would probably roll in his grave
If he knew of that person you had became!
I will not just lay down and take this!
Not again, not again.

You have left my heart, black and blue
Just like your father did to you!

How does it feel, knowing your barely alive
See through bloodshot eyes, your left empty inside
There I was, strung out and drug through the mud
I must agree, you're just like me.

And when you die,
I won't be at your wake
No eulogy from me,
Just a smile on my face
And while God might be busy,
With judging your soul
I will have slept with the girl,
That you loved most!

You have left my heart, black and blue
Just like your father did to you!

How does it feel, knowing your barely alive
See through bloodshot eyes, your left empty inside
There I was, strung out and drug through the mud
I must agree, you're just like me.

Whooaaa

Now how does it feel, knowing your barely alive
See through bloodshot eyes, your left empty inside
There I was, strung out and drug through the mud
I must agree, you're just like me.

I'm no fucking saint
But at least I'll fucking sing about it.
Oh, the audacity!

"Now do you know?"

"Yes" Max said, his face full of sorrow.

"Good! Do you have anything else to say"

"I think I've gone thorugh everything" Max said staring at the floor.

Just then someone came in the house.

"hey Ronnie" I heard Ari call.

"Shit" I said under my breath. "Hey baby" I said standing to hide Max as best as I could.

"Ummm who is that" She asked as she put Mason in his play pen.

"No one" I said. I suck at lying

"Ronnie" She said.

"Fine, its Max" I said stepping aside so she could see him.

"Whos she" Max asked.

"My girlfriend" I said in a smug voice. "Are you just going to sit there or are you going to leave." I said picking Mason up out of his pen.

"Who's that" Max asked.

"Your full of questions arn't you. This is my son, Mason" I said giving him a hug.

"YOUR A DAD?! SINCE WHEN!" Max asked shocked.

"I dunno. Either 3 years or a week. Havn't made up my mind." I said giving a shrug.

"How do you not know?"

"Long story, don't wanna tell you, out." I ordered.

"Ronnie, please don't kick him out." Kenzie pleaded.

"If you wanna talk with him, go outside to do it" I said opening the door.

"Are you kicking me out" Kenzie asked shocked.

"No, I'm giving you an option. You can either stay in here or go outside and talk to that dick who SHOULD BE OUT OF MY HOUSE" I screamed which got him running for the door.

"I'll stay in here" Kenzie said, heading for the couch.

"BYE! Don't come back asshole" I said slamming the door in his face.

"Anybody wanna follow?" I asked.

No Answer.

"GOOD" I screamed then sat on the couch.

"Why were you being so mean" Breanna asked.

"Max is a douche asshole and I don't want to get involved with him again."

"Why was he here" Ari asked sitting next to me.

"He wanted to talk. I'm going to go taike a nap" I said handing Mason to Ari and heading upstairs to my room.

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I listen to FIR while writing this :D

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