Forever Yours (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 14- The Music Room

Chapter 14


The music room


After Jess took me to get the gum off of my butt, she walked me to my next class. English. However, even though English was my favorite lesson, i couldn't stop thinking about what people might think. Now that they know about my sexuality, they might say something, or even worse, do something. But like the good person Jess was, she kept reassuring me everything was going to be fine. Yeah i don't know what's going on between me and her yet. I knew in some way she could like me, but i still couldn't shake the feeling that she wanted Vanessa. To be honest, i just wanted Amy.

Anyway, why was English my favorite subject? Well i love writing and reading. I guess it's a way to escape life and go into a world where no one can bother you, where no one can judge you. Yes I'm a book worm, but who wouldn't want to be? You can be who you want to be when your writing and you can create any character you feel like; you can change their future, change their path. Therefore, since you cant do that with normal life, it's a way to escape your own, create a better life for yourself in a way.

As Jess dropped me off at my next class, she gave me a little peck on the cheek before walking off towards her class, science. I haven't really seen Vanessa since our little encounter in the hall way. But i was starting to actually feel sorry for her, heck knows why! I honestly feel something for her, by what Jess told me, it sounds as though shes had a hard life and that shes taking it out on other people to feel better. I thought she was a good person, she seemed like one at the sleepover last night, especially when she practically threw herself at me. I mean, what was that about? Really? How can she do that when she doesn't even know me that well? Then again, she hated my guts because she thinks i'm taking Jess away from her. It must be the reason why she kissed me, to get Jess to hate me and take her back. I didn't blame her for that, if i was in love with someone that bad, i'd probably do the same. 

I stepped inside the classroom as people began to follow, walking inside and taking their seats nearest to the front of the room. Then there was me walking all the way to the back of the classroom, i bet i looked like a dumb ass. As people entered i began to sweat a little, thinking 'here it goes, they're going to call you names, push you against the wall, shout out cruel jokes about you, just like your last school did'. But as people had taken their seats, and no one else was entering, i had begun to feel a lot more relaxed; as no one was even staring at me. But i guess i have a habit of speaking too soon.

"Look guys, the dyke's sitting alone. Have you not got any friends, poor baby" Said one of the girls sitting at the front. She laughed even harder as i didn't say anything back, she was sitting on top of one of the desks, staring into a small mirror in her hand.

"Leave her alone Emily" Growled a voice from the front of the room. I turned my head towards where the voice had come from and smiled. It was Sophie.

"What you going to do about it?" She said, smacking her gum while glaring at my hero. That's Sophie of course, she always had my back. Sophie smirked evilly and glared at the girl, who's name is 'Emily' i believe. Sophie stepped forward as she kept her glare on Emily, i was kind of scared of what Sophie was about to do, whatever she was about to do anyway. Since i know what Sophie is capable of, this wasn't going to be good. She's small but she could tackle a lion if she wanted.

Sophie walked towards the girls desk, with the girl still chewing her gum and her friends still watching them glare at each other with that, 'if looks could kill' stare. Sophie was about to say something until the teacher walked in placing her bag onto the desk and telling everyone to take a seat. Emily smirked at me as she took a seat at the desk she was sitting on and then turned to face the front. Whilst Sophie began walking towards the back to sit next to me. She looked pissed but who could blame her? What bugged me the most is why didn't i say anything? I used to be able to stick up for myself, being home schooled has changed me too much.