today is friday the 31st. Happy Halloween! we are going to a halloween party. " okay everyone it is 5pm. start getting ready." i said. i rushed to my room. i jumped in the shower. after a good 10 minute shower i got out and dried my long curly blond hair. i got my new pink dress out of my wardrobe and put it on. i did my makeup. 7pm. im ready! i put on my shoes and grabbed my purse. i made it right on time. " mommy why cant we go?" addison asked. " i thought you wanted to go trick or treating?" i said. " we do." the said. " i need some pictures." said. " yay." the girls said. " louis take a pic with my phone." i said. i squatted down beside the girls. " say cheese." i said. we smiled and the camera flashed. " now a pic with louis." i said. i took the picture. " liam come hold the camera." everyone got in the picture. liam managed to get in. " we all look awesome." i said. " you look beautiful." louis said. we kissed for a good long minute. i said goodbye to the girls and left them with the babysitter. we got to the club. " this is awesome!" all of us girls said. we went in. i drank about 5 drinks. i danced with louis. " louis can we go home?" i asked. " yea thats a good idea." louis said. we rounded up the others and left. " mommy!" addison yelled. " mommy!" landon mimicked. " landon! leave my daughters alone!" i screamed. " give me mackenzie then." landon said. " i wonder what jamie thinks about what you are doing right now." i said. landon looked at me and started crying. " i just miss her so much. im sorry. i just want something to love. my dad died. jamie died. i have nothing." landon cried. " you do have something. you have carter. i just want to see carter." i said. " i know you do. you can have him. he is in the closet." landon said. i opened the closet. " carter!" i yelled. " mommy!" carter said. carter was a blond haired blue eyed little three year old. " i missed you carter." i said. " i missed you too mommy. i asked daddy what happened to my real mom. i knew jamie was not my mom." carter said. " oh carter." i said. everyone was smiling. landon had left. " carter this is your uncle liam and cousin allison." i said. i introduced him to everyone. i put the girls and carter to bed. i went to my room. louis was wating for me. we went strait to sleep. the next morning i woke up. everyone was awake. i went downstairs. " lee anna. i have something to tell you." louis said. " okay." i said. " we have to do a tour. it will last until thanksgiving." louis said. i looked at louis. i ran up to my room. " lee anna!" louis said. louis followed me. i was crying harder now. " lee anna im sorry." louis said. " your leaving me just like he did." i cryed. " like who did?" louis asked. " my ex husband caden. he left me 8 months before addison was born. he left for war. he was missing in action. now he is dead. i havent told addison. i cant tell her myself." i cried. louis hugged me. " oh lee anna. im sorry. we can ask everyone to be here when you tell her." louis said. " i love you louis." i said. " i love you and your kids." louis said. we kissed. i went back down stairs. " addison. i have something to tell you." i said. i looked at addison. " your dad was caden deason. he left to be in the military before you were born. he died a month after you were born. im sorry i didnt tell you. i didnt know how." i said. " after all the times i asked you tell me now! i hate you mommy! you abandoned issy,kenzie,and me! i hate you!" addi yelled. " addi. im sorry." i said. she ran off crying. " great my daughter hates me." i said. " im sure she didnt mean it." louis said. maybe he is right. louis left thet evening.
