The family had been made aware of Jax’s decision to stay with his uncle for the time being. Julie believed he wanted to get away for the holidays because he missed their mother most this time of year. That may be true but it wasn’t the only reason he was gone. Only Ariana knew that.
As the days went on everyone went about their business, their routines, no one seemed to miss Jax’s presence. No one noticed either how badly Ariana wanted him closer.
Christmas came and went, at midnight they had all exchanged gifts and took Jax’s down to the basement for when he returned. With each passing day she wondered if that wouldn’t be the case. He was eighteen and finishing high school, it wouldn’t be far fetched for him to move out all together. She feared it.
She thought a lot about what Marc has explained to her. She couldn’t forget how he warned whatever choice she made would be final. She had to be all in or all out. She wasn’t ready to decide yet.
There would be times she missed him so much she didn’t care what she had to do to get him back but that cracked spot inside her heart where trust should be reminded her why it wasn’t that simple.
Before she made any choice she had to first decide if she could forgive him or not. If she was ready to take on what his life demanded. If they became a couple, if she agreed to be his mate, she’d never simply be Ariana anymore. Her life wouldn’t revolve around school and studies; there would be much bigger fears than a passing grade.
Then she had to consider her mother. She needed to know the truth about what she was already involved in. If a hunter came after Mitch and Julie she would be caught in the middle clueless. That wasn’t fair.
It was New Year’s Eve and Ariana and Julie were helping Mary with dinner. She was cooking a feast, it was their first year together as a family and Mary wanted it to be memorable. In a lot of ways it was a party for just the four of them, there were decorations, later they’d all get dressed in fancy clothing to bring in the New Year.
Ariana was seated at the counter working on the bread for the stuffing. Her mom brushed her shoulder and flashed a dazzling smile. “You look a little green.”
She forced a smile past her lips. “I’m ok mom. I just….” She missed the man she was in love with. “I think I’m having withdraw from school.”
Marcy howled with laughter. “Sweetie, come Monday you’ll be at school. Enjoy your freedom from it and have fun with me tonight.”
Ariana couldn’t remember seeing her mother so happy. The memories of her farther were toward the end of the marriage and there was always so much animosity between her parents. After that she spent many years alone until meeting Mitch.
“You got it.” she made a mental note to be better with her expressions; she didn’t want her mother worrying. “What kinda fun are you thinking?” she was a good girl in every sense of the word but that didn’t mean she didn’t know how to tease her mother. “Can I drink?” the smile that tugged at her lips was very real. “I’m joking relax.”
“Shoot, I was actually considering it.” She pinched Ariana’s cheek before going back to the stove.
Julie chuckled from her spot in the dining room as she set the table with their holiday china. “It’s New Year’s Eve so we can stay up really late.” She began. “I bet I can stay up longer than you.”
Mary shook her head, kids were odd at times. “Then tomorrow you’ll be delirious from exhaustion. I say we ring in the New Year and tomorrow….I might have a surprise for you.” she said to Julie. Ariana already had plans to visit with her father.