This is my story. My story of how I meet him, how he asked me to be his girlfriend, how he meet my daughter, how he umm...pretty much proposed to me. Yeah it wasn't romantic at all. And some stuff in between. Now remember I'm nothing. He's a sex god and I'm not just sayin this. It's true. If you read this and it dawns on you who I'm talking about you will think the same thing. You will wonder why in the hell this sex god is with a nobody. He should be with a model, a playboy bunny, a porn star, some sexy chick right. Right? But no somehow he fell in love with me. Yeah me! Someone older than him, someone with no life, someone with a 16 year old daughter, someone with quite a few medical problems, someone who can't work because of her medical problem, someone who can't give him what he needs or wants. So why in the hell is he with me. No clue. I've been trying to figure that one out to. He says because he loves me. Okay I'll buy that. But still I have my doubt. I'm not a sucker you know. My out take on men is....well you could say I think men suck. They are only good for two things...sex and money. Your damn lucky if you find one with both. Yeah my opinion on men isn't a good one. I could bash them all day long and still not be done. I'm a total bitch to men. No I'm not a lesbian although I have been with a couple. I still prefer men to women. So meeting HIM was a complete shocker to me. I still don't understand how he has been with me all these years. How I fell in love with him is well I don't know the word for it. See that's another thing about me. I don't really believe in love either. I mean sure it's out there. I've been there once but it just never really seems to work. So I would call it serious like I suppose. But that was until I meet HIM. I was a fan of his, just not a very big fan. I knew one song and loved it. I knew the band but didn't get into them. I knew what he looked like and drooled over him. I knew his band had a singer before him. I guess thats why I didn't really get into the band then. I just didn't like the singer with that band but when he moved to a differnt band he was just better with that band. I really didn't get into HIS band until the their second album with him. In total the band had four albums two with the old singer and two with him. The third album had the one song that I liked. Then the fourth one came out. Yep I fell in love with almost every song. Well you can't like em all. Can you?