In Between [ON HOLD]

I'm not a very complicated person. I don't need extravagant items or attention on me all the time. Just give me a book, music and a few close friends and family and I'm happy.

 I'm often looked at as a nerd with an attitude. I'm not afraid to voice my thoughts or defend my loved ones. You can often find me at the bandhall with my friends all of us laughing at some "insanely funny" thing one of us said.

I very often don't finish what I start. Hobbies, diets or anything else I "set my mind on" never get finished. I'll be the first to admit that I am not the prettiest or coolest girl in the world. I'm quite the opposite, I'm very awkward and clumsy often falling over things and making myself look like an idiot in the process.

There is only one person that can make me feel truely comfortable with who I am: Jordan.

Jordan is my next door neighbor. He is the typical tough guy jock who picks on every nerd he sees. He wasn't always like this, he used to be the sweetest guy to everyone, but then he became popular. I'll never forget the day he made fun of me in front of everyone, breaking my heart in the process.

He still makes fun of me in school, but when no one is around, he's my regular sweet Jordan. He apologizes every night to me, about every hurtful word he says to me and every night I always forgive him. Of course I do, I love him.