Watched

The whole school is filled with happiness today . A new student is going to be here ,A male student . I don't see what the cheer is about it's already packed here . Bronx high school . I am not looking forward to the new students arrival,it's nothing personal against him . I just don't like newbies . They always act like they own the place . Ive lived here my whole life .

I can see a large crowd . Mostly of girls . Gathered around the entrance like their waiting for a super star . Some of the rumors say he is a super star from Hollywood,who has come to observe how normal high school students behave . It's pointless to even think that way,he's probably just come here because he's parent(s) have lost a gob or been transferred here . But that is pointless to,he's reasons for being here could be anything .

I walk around the large crowd of stupid girls who are waiting for their prince charming,that well never come or turn into a monster when he does . All guys are monsters . I look back at them in pity and irritation and more pity . He will no doubt break all of their hearts and they will no doubt let him  . Now I walk away because I am feeling stupid myself for making such pointless judgements .

Feeling watched is an odd feeling Ive never  felt it before but, this whole way to study hall I have since I walked past the girls with future broken hearts . That is a long way to where I am now . Through the 12th grade hallway up the stairs to the right down the 9th grade hall take a right then a left to my locker, Down the 8th grade hall way down the high school stairs that lead to the cafe through the cafe, out the door into the cold, enter the second high school down the hall up the stairs . I have looked behind me multiply times to find that nobody is their . I'm just being paranoid . I'm not worth stalking .

Entering the Study Hall I am filled with surprise,my boyfriend Benjamin is not here today .That's rare . I walk toward the two front desks and sit in the one closest to the door directly in front of my friend Paola . She's busy with school work . I don't want to be a pest . I turn back around in my seat and push my books over to the seat next to me . I don't want anyone to sit next to me . Not that anyone would .

I look up because I feel like i'm being stared at again . It's all in my mind . That's all . Still I look around the room searching for an intruder . I am very surprised when I find one but not happy, not happy at all . This is not going to be a good day .

Sitting two rows back on the left side of the room is the cause of all this mayhem himself . The new student . My new enemy . I frown imminently I don't even know him . Nor do I want to . Leave him alone and he'll leave you alone .

I quickly look back down at the home work I have pulled out . Hoping that he did not see me looking at him . Draw no attention to your self . This is a bad day and people usually make it worse . A lot worse . I sneak a peek over at him . I need to know my invaders face .

That's what I tell myself when I look at his flawless fair skin and his charmingly dark captivating grey eyes only defeated by his dark as midnight messy black hair . I look away in a hurry when I see his face turning toward me . My cheeks are blazing . I feel so ashemed . I will never look at him again .

Much to my relief and horror the bell rings signaling that it is time for my next study hall with a will be very mad teacher . I'm feeling watched again . I wish Benjamin was here . Moving down this hall way I feel like a zombie ....or one of those girls I saw at the entrance earlier . Their the same .

"Did you hear about the new guy" I ask my personality twin Caitriona casually . I trust her with most things and right now I need her honest opion . Is my brain out of wack today ,or am I my normal crazy . Every second feels like a hour . Hurry up and answer . I need to know .

"Yeah,seems like a bunch of ruckus over nothin" She says in her usually southern accent that seems so out of place here . I let relief wash over me and show on my face as Caitriona goes into earth science and I enter living environment . I am not out of my mind today and I am not alone .

As I sit down in my usually sit in living environment and do my warm up question I feel a little guilty . Paola has just walked into the class room alone and late very unusual for my A+ friend,I feel the guilty because though I know it is irrational and self absorbed of me I fear that she is late because she was looking for me in the hall . Very stupid of me to think that way . Still I will ask Paola later . Then the warm is off my desk in the teachers hand and like the warm up the guilt is gone .