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16 and Pregnant

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Hello jessica. I got your last email. I'm sorry jessica for everything. For not being there all those times I should have. I was just seventeen when Your mother got pregnant with Jennifer. I was scared. So I left and then I realized what a fool I was for leaving he and I went back. Me and your mom got back together and then you came along and there was no I could raise two kids. We were only 18. We weren't finacially stable and I wanted your mother to either abort you or put you up for adoption and there was noway your mother was going to give you to someone else because she said it wasn't fair. So i left and i'm very glab that you are still here. Jessica I really want to see you. please don't do this.

love you always



I sat there staring at the computer with teary eyes. All of this was too much for me to handle. I had a million things to do and with my dad wanting to see me its all just making my life crazy. JUst then my phone rang.

red cups and sweaty bodys everywhere

hands in the air like we don't care

"hello" I answered

"jessie I didn't think you would answer" Austin said

"well I what do you want" I asked irritated that he called when I was having an emotional moment

"you," was all he said "...why didn't you take the money at school today?"

"I told you why...I don't need your money. You are not my boyfriend anymore. I can make my own money."

"But what if we are not together when charlie comes...what will you do then?"

"I don't know but I will find a way......anyway did you call just to interogate me because I have better things to do"

"Actually my mom was wandering if she could meet your mom tonight over dinner at our house."

"I don't know......I have an appointment today with doctor troy."

"you do....Can I come?"

I knew that was coming. I didn't answer

"come on jessica please, he is as much as my baby as he is yours. besides I helped you make him."

"yea..sure...I guess. just please don't look the way you did at school today."

"I took a shower hit the gym and went shopping for new clothes...don't worry I look presentable"

"Alright see you in 30 minutes. And tell your mom we will be there tonight at eight."

"will do. and jessica just because we are not together doesn't mean I don't love you. You will always have a place in my heart."

"yeah same here....bye austin"


When i got to the docter with my mom austin was already there sitting in the waiting area. He stood up when he saw us and I stopped dead in my tracks.

he cleaned up nice.

His curly hair was messy but it was that perfect kind of messy. He had on a hollister shirt and some jeans. When he came over an hugged me I almost dyed. he smelled like old spice body wash. His teeth were sparkly and white and he just looked plain sexy.

I think I just peed myself!

Oh god jessica get your self together. I mentally slapped myself and sat down next to austin nd he laced his finvers through my and I kind of flinched making everything seem akward.

"sorry" he whispered "force of habbit"

"its okay." I said

we sat and waited for about thirty minutes

"ugh I hate this." mom whispered to me

"Jessica Mackowsi" the nuse called

We got up and headed down the hall and into a room where dr.troy was waiting with a sonogram machine. he stood and hugged me.

"jessica. So nice to see you. And my has your stomach has grown since last time." he chuckled

"yes I agree I have been havinv mor back pains and Just wanting to sleep a lot. Charlie has one heck of a leg he kicks all the time."

my mom chimed in

"jess you didn't tell me about you back. I could have helped."

"yes parents can help a lot when it comes to these kinds of things." he said

"Sorry I just ready to see my baby." I smiled

"well we won't keep you waiting."

he told me to get on the bed where he meausred my stomach.

"32 inches" he said

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