LOVING SEBASTIAN GREENE (Published under Sizzle)

Chapter 4.2.2

CHAPTER 4.2.2

ADISON

Okay. That was quite a revelation. I don't know exactly how to react to on that. He liked me because he wanted to have sex with me? Not because he like to like me?Shit.

"If you want sex, b-bakit bigla mo akong ni-reject?" I frowned while looking at him closely.

"I don't want to have sex with a virgin because I think I don't deserved it," seryoso pa niyang sagot. At kahit parang gusto kong maturn-off ay kabaligtaran pa ang nararamdaman ko? Parang mas hinahangaan ko pa ang pagiging honest niya? I must be out of my mind...

"Why are you even like that?" Kumunot ako at mataman siyang tinitigan sa mukha.

"I don't want to talk about it, Adison. I have my reasons and I don't want to elaborate," pasuplado pang sagot niya." I've been living like this for a while now."

"A while... You mean years?"

"Yes," walang pag-aalangang sagot pa niya." ...but only one sexual partner at a time." Mataman pa siyang tumitig sa akin at pinanood ang aking reaksyon.

"No love?"

"No."

"Y-you never loved any of them?"

Kumunot lang siya at umiling.

"Love are only for fools, Ady."

"I beg to disagree, Mr. Greene," matigas pang sabi ko na bahagyang nakapagpa-ismid sa kanya." Hindi ko alam kung ano ang pinagdaanan mo, pero love should always be a part of our lives. Without it, it's like not having life at all."

"Mine was fine without it," malamig pa niyang sagot. Oh gosh, Sebastian...Ano bang nangyari sa'yo para maging ganyan ang pananaw mo?

"What do you want with me then?Bakit mo pa ako ihahatid ngayon?"

Hindi siya nakakibo agad at napatikhim lang. I can't read him.

"I just thought I should give a try with you," malumanay pang sabi niya pero bakas ang pag-aalangan.

"Try what?"

Napakunot-noo lang ulit siya, pero nanglumaon ay lumambot ulit ang ekspresyon ng kanyang mukha.

"I want to sleep with you, Adison," walang gatol pa niyang sabi na nakapagpatayo ng mga balahibo ko sa katawan. I want him too... So much...

"I thought you don't like a virgin?"

"I don't..." Piniganiya ang pagitan ng kanyangkilay bago muling magsalita." But for the past couple of days I couldn't take you out of my head. I wanted to do you."

Do me. Nalaglag ang aking panga lalo pa nga't hindi ko inaasahan ang pagiging sobrang honest and blunt niya. But without love?I really don't know...

"Anong tawag mo sa akin if nag-agree ako sa usapang ito?"

"You wanted me to put label on it?" He chuckled.

"I will not be your girlfriend?Just sexual partner?"

"No girlfriend. Just sexual partner..."

"Paano mo ako ipapakilala sa iba?"

"I don't know..." Alanganin pa siyang napangiti." Ganyan ka ba talaga katanong?"

"Yes." Hindi ko na rin naiwasang mapangiti. Parang nakakahawa naman kasi ang kanyang ngiti.

"For rich people like us, we don't usually put label to girls we're dating. I don't bring any of them in special occasions. To be specific, not on family occasions."