A/N: Okay, so I lied to myself :P Chapter One came much sooner! Here you are!!
Georgia kept her arms tightly around me as we laid on my bed. All I could do was look at the ceiling, not wanting to see her pity, her anger towards me.
After I told her the news she came straight over to my house. All she has done so far is hug me. But I knew what was coming.
“Annika... how?” she asked as gently as she could. I shut my eyes tight, but when I did I just saw the same thing I have been seeing all afternoon.
It was so clear yet so blurry. His face was all I saw, his hands all that I felt. The way his eyes traveled over me in satisfaction and the way he smiled when I whispered his name. But of all, I remember my stomach plummeting as I watched him walk away after he was finished with me.
I sucked in a hard breath as I opened my eyes again, finally turning toward her. Her blue eyes looked at me with disbelief. I also saw the disappointment that I dreaded having to receive. With that look I felt disgusted with myself all over again. I shed a few more tears, the cold water making its way to my ears.
“I wish I knew,” I whispered out.
Georgia’s face softened as she rubbed the tears away with her thumb. I sighed and sat up, breaking away from her hold on me.
“One time, just one time with a guy I thought I knew. And this happens. Why is the price so steep for one mistake? One sin? Georgia I have been asking myself ‘how’ all day and... I just don’t know!”
I bent over, elbows on my knees and face in hands. I just can’t process it... I’m pregnant. I’m pregnant. Pregnant? How!
I heard Georgia move to sit beside me, not saying a word. I have been in such destruction today I don’t know if I could take her yelling at me. And I still have my parents to worry about... and him.
“Oh god, Georgia what am I going to tell him? Should I even tell him at all? Will it make a difference if I do?”
Georgia started to shake her head before I even finished my question.
“I really don’t know what to do Ann. But you need to tell your parents ASAP,” she said, giving me a hard look. I had no choice in the matter, if I didn’t she would. I groaned and started to pace my room thinking of how to tell them.
My room is fairly big. Our house is a two story and I basically have the whole level to myself since my parent’s room is on the first floor. My walls are a soft shade of yellow and the carpet is dark brown. My furniture is all white: the desk, the bed frame, the dresser and bedside table. It was usually very clean since I do not spend much time in here. I always feel like I will suffocate and need fresh air because the house is always empty.
I still haven’t come up with anything ten minutes later. I stop pacing and sit back down next to Georgia, who was watching me the whole time. I just shook my head at her and resumed my initial pose, rubbing my temples raw. I can’t possibly tell my mom that I’m.... and at eighteen!
“Georgia, I’ve already disappointed you. How could I possibly disappoint my mom too? I just can’t take it. I can’t live with the fact that I’ve let her let me down so low,” I said.
And I knew for a fact that she will feel that way. My mom had me at a young age too, but by young I mean almost finished with college. I’m not even finished with high school and that alone would make her blame herself.
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Porcelain (On Hold)
Teen FictionAnnika Castro is a normal teenage girl. She has friends, family, and thought she had love. One irreversible night leaves her heartbroken. Turns out the heart break didn't stop there. A story about real teenage problems and how they cope.