Sad
Alone
Crying over nothing
Sixteen and going no where
Not sure why I got my hopes up
Its not like it was a surprise
No sweet 16 or presents or cake
Just a bunch of random HBDs on my Facebook wall
Got no mom
Fat
Not smart
Nothing worth looking at
A crumbling façade of strength and indifference
But all I'd like to do is curl up cry
'You ain't gonna get no smaller?'
'You plan to stop get fat?'
'Just now they're gonna got to make clothes for you'
'You ain't cute'
'Nobody don't want you'
'You ugly as c@nt'
'She look like bowser'
'She is a beast'
'Somebody would want that?'
'You fat c@nt'
'Nobody ain't care though'
It hurts
And I cry
But you don't know that
And you don't care
And I hate myself for seeking your opinion and your approval
But I can't help but latch on
Fake friendship and rejection is better than nothing.
Sincerely...
