A Chance To Be Angry
As she sat on the sofa of Nathans living room with a warm cup of coffee in her hand, she didn’t know where to start.
The beginning would be a good idea.
The annoying little voice in her head had become her best friend in the last few months. And she hated it with a passion. It was always right and-
Her thoughts were cut off by Nathans voice.
“Can I say something?”
Relieved, yet confused, Willow reluctantly nodded her head to him.
What could he possibly say?
“I just- I guess I just wanted to say I’m sorry… I never meant for high school to turn out how it did and-“
She was suddenly brought back to the memories of high school..
I saw the look in his eyes. The anger in those hazel orbs. What had I done to make him so angry?
Next thing I knew he smacked my books from my finger tips and a wave of air hit me. Suddenly feeling cold ad vulnerable I wrapped my jacket tighter and pulled my arms around myself, I looked up at him. He had that look again. The one where I couldn’t tell what he was thinking. The wrinkles he had a few seconds ago when he was angry were gone.
I waited for him to say something, to strike again, but nothing.
He pushed a hand through his hair and slightly tugged on his brown locks. He looked up one more time before pushing past me. Not forgetting, however, to shoulder me and knock me into my locker.
I looked back and he was gone. And the only thing I could think about was that look…
Suddenly Willow was immensely angered by the mention of their high school years. The horrible memories still fresh in her mind. As if it were yesterday
“You want to talk about high school, huh? How you bullied me all four years? How you made my life miserable? How you made sure no one talked to me? How you made me feel like I was nothing, like I was dirt to everyone?” She screamed at him so he could hear and feel the anger in her voice.
“Do you know how it feels to go home every day and crawl under your bed and wish you didn’t have to face the world the next day? No you don’t! You were perfect Nate Rain! The golden boy, you were perfect in everyone’s eyes! Why? All I ever knew you as was the boy who wanted my life to be hell. And for what?! What did I ever do to make you so angry? To make you hate me?”
He was stunned. He never heard Willow speak so much, to talk back to him, to give him a taste of his own medicine.
“I-I I don’t know-.”
“You’re right! You don’t know! You don’t fucking know! You can’t even scratch the surface of what I’ve been through and for that I wish I was you! I wish I could live life everyday having no fucking conscience!” Willow screamed and screamed; letting out all the anger that’s multiplied over the years.
“Conscience? You think I didn’t feel horrible for putting you through that every day? Looking into your sad, innocent eyes and hating myself for doing that to you?” Nathan was angered now.
How could she not see how much he loved her? How he was just angry at everyone around them, but he took it out on her. How his stupid father was the reason he couldn’t be with Willow then. It was his entire fault, but now he wasn’t in Nate’s life to control him and he wouldn’t let Willow go without a fight.
“I’m sorry. I know those little words don’t mean much now, but I am sorry. It was never supposed to be like that. I didn’t- I don’t hate you. Far from it really. It’s just so complicated, but if you stay with me I promise I’ll explain it, and I’ll show you how much you really mean to me.” He wanted Willow to hear the sincerity in his voice. He wanted to convince her to stay with him, because right now he wasn’t ready to let her go.
Willow nodded suddenly feeling tired again. She didn’t sleep well for so many years and it was all catching up on her now.
Nate noticed her drooping eyes and he came to her side and took her hand. He pulled her up with him and led her to his bedroom with an arm secured around her waist. He set her down on his bed and pulled the covers over her.
He closed the door, leaving the room wanting to give her the space she needs.
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