Cardiac Arrest

BEEP.BEEP.BEEP.BEEP
NUTURING, CARING, UNDERSTANDING, UNCONDITIONAL
ALL THE THINGS THAT LOVE SHOULD BE BUT THAT SHIT
ONLY EXSISTS IN MOVIES
BEEP...BEEP.. .BEEP...BEEP. ..BEEP
DECEIT, LIES, PAIN, TEARS, IS THE ONLY THING THAT LOVE
HAS SHOWN ME THE HAPPY WAS ONLY TEMPORARY
I USED TO CAREFREE THROWING CAUITON TO THE WIND
BUT THE HUNT FOR LOVE CHANGED ME
MY HEART IS HOLLOW ICE FLOWS THROUGH MY VEINS
PUT MY NAME ON THE INJURED LIST I DON'T THINK I AM
GOING TO RECOVER FROM THIS
BEEP..... ..... ..BEEP... ..... .BEEP.... ..... ..BEEP... ..... .BEEP.... ....BEEP. ..... BEEP
I AM IN CRITICAL CONDITION I AM NOT STRONG ENOUGH
TO KEEP FIGHTING THIS
I GROW WEAKER AND MY BODY IS GETTING COLD IN MY
MIND I AM SEARCHING THROUGH MY MEMORY MUSEUEM
TO FIND A HAPPY PLACE
BUT I CAN'T FIND ONE
BEEP
THE DECEIT
BEEP
THE PAIN
BEEP
THE TEARS
I AM BECOMING ANOTHER CASUALITY OF WAR
THERE IS NOTHING THAT CAN SAVE ME FROM MY DEMISE
IT HAS BEEN COMING FOR A LONG TIME NO NEED IN
PROLONGING IT SO I AM PULLING THE PLUG IMMEDIATELY
I GO INTO CARDIAC ARREST LIKE A KNIGHT IN SHINING
ARMOR HE TRIES TO SAVE ME BUT HE'S TOO LATE
___________________BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP____________________
HINDSIGHT IS 20/20 AND THE SHIT I'VE BEEN THROUGH
HAS CHANGED ME
MY HEART IS COLDER THE FIRE IN MY EYES HAS BEEN
SMOLDERED THE PASSION HAS BEEN REPLACED WITH PAIN
ALLOW ME TO INTRODUCE YOU TO TIN MAN'S SISTER
~KARMA~