Cancer's Diary

Dear Diary                                                                                                                       25 / oct / 08

                      So yeah, today l went to school. And yes, it was boring as ever. Me and Eve had a math exam, wich l failed again. But yet she aced it. My world dosen't make sense anymore. Oh yeah before l forget, the high school's soccer team is having tryouts. And yes, me and Eve are going to try out to morrow. Since l was the captain in my last school's team. I'm sure l'll get in.

Ok bye, till next time...

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Dear Diary                                                                                                                       26 / oct / 08

                     So hello again. So today me and Eve went to the tryouts and guess what? Were in!!! I know, it's so exiting. In two weeks is our first game.  And you know what? It's a mixed team. And yes, it's boys and girls!!! OH since l'm talking about boyss!!! Xavier Peters ate lunch with me today!!! Me and him talked all throughout the day. And OH MY SWEET BABY JESUS. That boy is hot. Like H.O.T, cute and so sweet and smart like hell. -WAIT-can hell be smart?? Oh who cares!! Oh Lord that boy can drive me crazy. So yeah, it's Friday and a damn good one is fact!!!

Ok bye, till next time...

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A little over two weeks...

Dear Diary                                                                                                                        9 / nov / 08

                     Hello my beloved. So today was the game. And it was epic!!! The only bad part was that an idiotic jackass, elbowed me right in the boob. Like really, it couldn't have been in my head or ribs. No, it had to be in me sensitive lady part. I think l saw the Queen of Shiva, with the pain. But since l have the most awesome best friend in the world. She kick his ass. Literally, she cussed to no end and slap him silly. I LOVE HER!!! But now l have a bump in my left breaths and it hurts. When l told my mom and Eve. They went nuts, so now l have an appointment to have a mammography. And you know what? I'm scared shitless. ):

Ok bye, till next time...

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One week  later...

Dear Diary                                                                                                                        16 / nov / 08

                     Hii. So just came back from my test. And it hurt like shit!!! Is like, they tried to squish my poor little o' boob out of me. Eve and my mom are trying not to look worry, but l know them to damn well. They are freaked out and so am l. What if l have a tumor? What if l... I can't even write it down!!!  What  if l have cancer? Will l die? NO!!! No, l can't. l still haven't have my first date or my first kiss, let alone a boyfriend. l'm only 15!!! For Jesus sake. l still haven't lived yet. SHIT. And l can't believe this is all because some idioet had to hit me!!! Listen to me. Talking like they  told me a have something. PFF. I probably just have some blood stuck there or something. Righ?...