Dedicated kay Ate Lily. Super idol ko yan eh! :D
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Naglalakad ako palabas ng school, kakagaling ko lang ng student council meeting, when I heard someone was calling me.
"Avia! Avia! Wait!" Napahinto ako, isa lang ang tumatawag sakin ng Avia sa school na to.
I turned around and I saw Nerd Guy. Alam kong si Nerd Guy yung tumatawag sakin. Ever since we meet on grade school, Avia na ang tawag niyah sakin. Kahit na sinabi ko sa kanya na Iyah ang nickname ko, he keeps calling me Avia. And deep inside me, I liked it.
I was shocked, not because it was him but because of what’s on his hand. He was holding a boquet of tulips on his left hand, and a bunch of balloons on his right.
What’s happening?! Hindi ako makapagsalita sa sobrang gulat ko.
After catching his breath dahil sa ginawa niyang pagtakbo, he looked me in the eye “Avia, I’ve never forget the daw we meet. I was so mesmerized. Kahit bata pa tayo non, alam kong iba yung naramdaman ko para sayo. As time passed by, I tried to supress my feelings for you. Sino ba naman kasi ako? Isa lang akong hamak na Nerd. Ano bang laban ko sa ibang lalaking nagkakagusto sayo? You’re intelligent, , confident, kind and beautiful. You’re every guys dream. Mas lalo akong pinanghinaan ng loob nung naging kayo ni Jigs. Mas lalong wala akong ilalaban sa isang hearthrob na tulad niya. Pero nag karoon ulit ako ng pag-asa nung nabalitaan ko na nagbreak kayo. Don’t get me wrong, of course I’m not happy with what happen. I know na sobrang nasaktan ka sa nangyari. I want to kill Jigs sa ginawa niya. But then somehow, in a dark and twisty way, thankful ako kasi binigyan niya ko ng pag-asa para masabi ko sayo ang nararamdaman ako. I know na nagtataka at nagugulat ka sa mga naririnig mo ngayon. Sa isip mo siguro “Gusto niya ko? Eh ang suplado at ang sungit naman niya sakin!” The truth is mechanism ko lang yon para di ako mas magmukang tanga sa harap mo. I’m sorry sa mga panahon na nasungitan at nasupladuhan kita. But Avia, all I want to say is I love you. I’ve been in love with you since forever. Can you please love me too?”
Wait? Ano daw? In love daw siya sakin? Ang nag-iisang Nerd na sobrang sungit at suplado na nakilala ko? What the eff?!
I saw him took one step closer to me, then I suddenly found my voice “Wait. Stop.”
Bakit ngayon pa Nerd Guy? Why not last month?! Or kahit last week?! 5 months na kaming wala ni Jigs tapos ngayon mo lang naisipang sabihin ang lahat ng yan? Kainis ka naman eh! Why now? Kung kelan na recruit na ko ng HBSS. Kung kelan naka took na ko ng oath. Kung kelan mag-uumpisa na ang first mission ko. KAINIS KA TALANG NERD GUY KA! DI KA LANG MASUNGIT AT SUPLADO! ISA KA DING NAPAKALING TORPE!
Gusto kong isigaw lahat yan sa pagmumuka niya, pero hindi pwede. I’ve sworn to secrecy. Kaya ang nasabi ko na lang. “I’m flattered that you feel that way for me. But I’m sorry, I can’t reciprocate your feelings.”
"Why not Avia? Dahil ba sa Nerd ako?" naguiguilty ako kasi parang maiiyak na siya.
"No, of course not! It’s just that … I already like someone new." I saw pain in his eyes. I’m hurting both of us pero wala akong magawa. I feel so helpless.
I saw tears suddenly fell from his eyes. Nabitawan niya yung flowers. Lumipad lahat nung balloons. “I hope he will make you happy and he’ll never hurt you. Let me say this one last time. I love you Avia Dawn Santiago.” tumalikod na siya at lumakad palayo.
Sobra yung lungkot na naramdaman ko. Nerd Guy is my long time crush. I didn’t pursue it kasi nga ang suplado at ang sungit niya sakin and then Jigs happen.
KAINIS KA TALAGA NERD GUY! ANG SARAP MONG PATAYIN!
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Oooops! Di ko pa alam kung kelan ko ipopost ang Chapter 1.
Sa mga hindi po makarelate kung ano ang HBSS, check out my story Heart Breakers Secret Society. Complete na po un. (click external link)
Yes, this is the story of Avia Dawn Santiago aka Iyah. Ang leader ng HBSS.
Di ko pa kompleto yung plot ng story pero saka ko na iisipin yun.
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