August 4, 2013: "Float"

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August 4, 2013

I try to push away from you

            and your engulfing tendencies,

but you keep pulling me back with your tidal waves

            and I come crashing back into you again.

Because that’s all we are.

Bodies of water

            pushing and pulling and fighting

under the moon until we’re

                        c a l m  a g a i n.

You stroke my hair with your words

            and I’m dragged into deep waters

into fascinating darkness

                        into more false promises.

The harder I try to breathe

the harder I drown.

So don’t,

                        Wait  up  for  me.

Please don’t,

                              Try  to  save  me.

Just leave me here.

Let me

            d r i f t   a w a y.

and back to you.

Let me float.

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