Depression

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Darkness

Taunting me

Making me want to scream

Leaving me with nothing

But hollow dreams
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The tears brim

Around my eyes

And fall from my face

Like a leaking faucet

Leaving me cold

Going to have another episode

Im holding onto

The one thing

That brings me to know

That I'm here

A razor in my hand

And blood on my thigh

The stinging sensation

With every glide

A burn notice

With every cry
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Who

Who could be there

Who can understand

Everything your feeling

From within

The self hatred

The tears that you hide

All ties together

With a picture perfect smile

The scars you hide

All of the tears you cried

From your beautiful eyes
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The depth

Of your heart

Burns for a way

To make all the pain

Simply just go away
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Holding a razor

What harm can be done

It's just one cut

But then you think just one more

So You keep

Adding more

You need the blood

To prove that your here

It's better when you feel

Than to be numb

From all the words

That burn
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The bridges have burned up

Your walls are built up

No one can tear them down

Now it's what you've all

Waited for

That one fateful night

The last day to survive

With hopes that someone saves you

When the darkness

Swallows you alive
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I've created a wall

It's big and brick

If you break them down

I might let you in

But only if you promise

To save me

From the darkness

That has burrowed

It's self within
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The darkness

Eats me alive

Feeding me lies

Starves my body

Deprives my sleep

And Leaves scars
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I have scars
They are on my body

They are the horrid memories

Of my battle

With the deep dark sky

If only you knew the pain

That the dark puts you through

You would surely run away if you knew

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