A droplet of fear falls on me
As distant possibilities of craziness
Dilute my thoughts
A sharp velvety feeling provokes my mind
As I see the once GREEN and MERRY leaves dying
With wondrous elegance
Friend yellow. Love red. Hate brown.
The feeling befriends my blood
Circulates round my body
Assaults my breathing. I cannot breathe.
What can it be? I wonder
As darkness mystifies my view
Something whispers it is envy
Yes envy, as i feel my hand shaking
My once pretty eyes now cold stones
Of horror haunted by dark shadows.
Laghter a memory from a different life
Emotion drained off leaving never ending numbness behind
Yes. A pained gasp tells me
I am breaking
With all the elegance of a rose on fire
Yes. I am dying.
But no one would find it a pretty site.
How could it be?
After all it is a lost fight....
A fight
With a
Broken Heart!
