Will you be
My nepenthe
Will you help
Me forget the
Real me
Will you take
Away my past
And cover up
The scars
Will you hold
Me in the
Middle of the
Night when my
Dreams take over
And my fear
Is the greatest
Will you lie
To me and say
I’m beautiful
Tell me you love me
With all you heart
Will you hate
Me and slap me
In the face
Yell at me when
I cry and
Push me closer
To when I die
Will you tell
Me the truth
About how I’m
Stupid and way
Too freaking fat
For you
Will you pretend
To be death
And help me if
I can’t hold the
Knife steady
To finish what
Never should’ve started
Will you save
Me instead, let
Me see the
Bright side of a life
That always pushes
Me back down
Will you cry
When you hear
My true thoughts
Of everything that’s
Going on right now
Will you laugh
At me if I
Admit that I am
Scared of what
Will happen when you
Are no longer there
Will you trust
Me to be able to
See when you no
Longer need me
But I still need you
Will you care
If you wake up one
Day and I’m no
Longer there
Will you be
My nepenthe
And save me from my
Past or leave me
Here forever
Just to see how
Long I’ll last