Funny how quickly
Addiction turns so sickening
What you love one day
Is the poison killing you the next
Every part of her that won't miss me
Is the part I want with me
But the mistakes
Are too many to correct
We rushed and loved
Til it felt unending
And now, we're just pretending
That there's any hope for us left
I know I know she knows it
That it's a dead chapter, time to close it
But I can't help but feel my
Heart beat right out of my chest
The tears won't dry up as I want them
Living like this, I can't win
But no matter the misery, she was the best
It's finally time for goodbyes
Confess and apologize for mistakes and lies
Move on to wherever
Find a new one, forget the rest
But each day that makes me stronger
Still brings new pain I can take no longer
So ironically weakened, a pool, a mess
I was once her one and only
And now she doesn't know me
The way I want, the way I wish,
The way I would have guessed
It's so sadly stained with regret
I can't regret that we met
And I do want her happy, want her unafraid,
Wish her the best
So goodbye to you, Baby
Don't blame me for what I've told you lately
Your best may be still to come yet
