Thoughts of Insanity

     Lost, losing it. Losing what? Dark, spinning, twirling, dying. Living? Breathing, scheming, lying. Worry, worry. Worry about what? Thinking, dreaming, feeling. Deaf, blind, insane.

     Am I insane? What is it like to be insane? Is it peaceful? Or is it terrifying? Shaking, quaking, rocking. Up, down, left, right, north, south, east, west.

     Where am I? Who am I? I feel… What is feeling? I feel nothing. I feel empty, numb, dead. What is death? What is it like? How do I know these things? What is knowledge? Guilt, worry, fear. What are these things? Will they hurt me? Can I get hurt? How can I get hurt? What will hurt me? Fear, what is fear?

     I see nothing, I feel nothing, I hear nothing. Am I nothing? What am I? Do I exist? Am I alone? Are there others like me? Will no one answer me? Longing, desperation, what are these things? Exhausted, tired, dying…