My Frozen Desire


Sitting alone in her new house her mom and her now lived in, a wave of depression swept over Farah. She knew no one, had to start at a new school and didn't live in a so great neighborhood. She felt as if she was a victim of "divorce". Because her parents decided not to love each other, she had to suffer. Life was unfair! She was cold, her mom had taken all the linens to the laundry mat and since everything was still in boxes scattered everywhere she couldn't find her some extra clothes to put on. She didn't feel like reading anymore so she stared out the window, at least she lived on the beach. Bad neighborhood, cheap rent but a very nice view. She stared for a long time out the window thinking about how her life was about to change. She noticed something laying on the beach that hadn't been there earlier. "What was it?", she thought. It didn't move but it didn't look like a piece of wood, her imagination told her it was a washed up sea creature. "I wish", she said wishing anything would happen to help her escape this boredom. Finally she decided to go and check what the mysterious thing was. All she could think was how cold it was, and secretly she wished it was something good so she could justify freezing her ass off. Getting closer her mouth opened wider and wider and her heart began to beat fast. "Oh my God!!" she said out loud although no one was around to hear her. She started running towards and realized it was a man. Her blood ran cold! "Was he dead?", she thought. She touched him and he was freezing and his lips were blue, a terrible blue. "Are you alive?", she almost cried. "Please don't be dead", she pleaded with the frozen looking man. She didn't know him, but she wanted him to be ok. She bent over to hear if he was breathing and she heard a faint raspy sound. He was alive! "Ok, ok, What do I do? Ummm, get you inside!" She stood up and looked at him, he was a big guy at least six feet and a pretty nice size. She grabbed each of his hands with her hands and dragged him towards her house. She knew she must have an adrenaline rush going on because there was no other explanation for how she was moving him. After barely managing to get him into the house she changed positions and picked him up against her chest and pulled him walking backwards towards her room. His body was so cold against hers. She pulled him to the only room with a bed. her room, "thank god the mattress is still on the floor", she thought. After laying him down on the bed she realized he was still blue maybe even bluer. "Why did she have to do the laundry today?", she realized she had absolutely nothing to cover him with. Still anything was better that having those clothes on. She suddenly remembered that there was a tablecloth on the table and she ran to get it. She was almost out of breath by this time and a twinge of fear shot thru her. She had to take his clothes off, they were soaked and he was still freezing. He had only 1 shoe she slid it off took both his socks. Then she took the sweater he had on off and his undershirt. She noticed they were very nice brand names. She started getting nervous, could or should she do this? All her common sense told her she had too. Slowly she undid his belt buckle and unbuttoned all the buttons on his jeans. "What a pain in the ass these jeans are!", her fingers were almost numb from the cold. She had a hard time peeling his jeans from his body. When they finally came off she saw that only his underwear were left she lifted her eyebrow when she noticed they were red calvin kleins. Trying to give him the privacy he deserved she closed one eye and slid his underwear down off of him. A smile crossed her lips, "Wow, even water-logged he's well endowed", she thought. Feeling guilty for taking advantage of him in this situation she immediately put the poor excuse for a blanket on him. He was still freezing but the blue on his lip was a lighter shade. She tried rubbing him vigorously but it only made her tired. She had exerted so much effort in getting him into the house and on the bed that she only now realized how exhausted she was. She leaned over him and put her ear to his chest and it scared her to hear how slow his pulse was. Getting up and running around the house to find something for him it suddenly dawned on her what she must do for him. "Oh please let me find something else!" she thought. She went thru 10 boxes or more trying